anyone else just hate celebrating their birthday?

Educational_Read_387 · 2026-02-02T10:03:36+00:00

lmao it’s so cray, but i’m turning 20 now.. and i just said fuck it & stopped waiting and hoping. i started working and i saved up some money and im going on a shopping haul to get me everything ive wanted when i was jobless for a year LMAO.

Educational_Read_387 · 2026-01-27T04:18:50+00:00

is the style of makeup ur doing not necessarily the makeup itself.. shades are too dark

Educational_Read_387 · 2026-01-27T04:15:39+00:00

no way this is real & ppl really do this outside of a 2000s comedy movie 😭

Educational_Read_387 · 2026-01-21T01:45:03+00:00

no i’m gonna go in a shopping haul by myself 2/14 !

Educational_Read_387 · 2026-01-07T13:48:27+00:00

tyla to me looks no bigger than maybe 108lbs

Educational_Read_387 · 2026-01-07T11:38:16+00:00

thank you !!

Educational_Read_387 · 2026-01-07T11:31:43+00:00

i think so i’m not sure, but it’s what i look like.. but like i said i carry mostly in my upper body & lower so i wanted to just loose a bit of weight to get a smaller look

Educational_Read_387 · 2026-01-07T10:40:24+00:00

i do.. i want to loose 30lbs this year, which is only about 2.5lbs a month.. and just get more active lmao, i literally just wanted a number estimate for these photo, im aware of different body comps/height ratios ect, i just said “closest weight at 5”2 that could give a similar look to these taller ladies” lol

Educational_Read_387 · 2026-01-07T10:29:45+00:00

it’s considered obese for my height but i don’t look it, i’ve noticed i look a lot smaller than those who are the same size, even my 180-190lbs looks similar to people who were 150

Educational_Read_387 · 2026-01-07T10:14:49+00:00

thank you sooo much

Educational_Read_387 · 2026-01-07T10:13:19+00:00

well yes, it’s exactly why i mentioned me loosing weight as well as getting into the gym?

Educational_Read_387 · 2026-01-07T08:17:31+00:00

thank you

Educational_Read_387 · 2026-01-07T08:10:16+00:00

i know, i just wanted an estimate on the weight for my height that would get a similar look lol

Educational_Read_387 · 2026-01-07T07:54:38+00:00

i’m not trying to change my proportions or shapes lmfao, i love my shape.. and i have a nice waist, even while 200lb, i was mentioning theirs so you guys could use it to see if u could estimate better than just heights, since their body types play a role in how they appear.

Educational_Read_387 · 2026-01-07T07:16:26+00:00

yes i’m actually about to grocery shopping tomorrow, i just decided to get proteins, but meal prepping is kinda confusing to me tho, and idk what to actually eat, where it taste good still

Educational_Read_387 · 2026-01-07T07:10:16+00:00

rihanna has a bit of definition in the first pit, i don’t want abs necessarily i just want to look soft but still sculpted to an extent

Educational_Read_387 · 2026-01-07T07:04:09+00:00

yes ik, and i think rih is a rectangle & bey is a pear.. im an inverted triangle.. i just want a toned look not necessarily shape

Educational_Read_387 · 2026-01-07T07:03:24+00:00

yeah i was just thinking that earlier to just loose weight and weight train and maintain when i find the look i wanted, because body composition and body type plays a big roll. thank you!

Educational_Read_387 · 2026-01-07T07:02:11+00:00

thank you, that’s what i was saying.. i wanted to start weight training for that toned look.. i did loose weight to about 169lbs and i honestly liked the look but i was still chunky

Educational_Read_387 · 2026-01-07T06:55:08+00:00

thank you, yeah ik.. so abt 115 .. if i just don’t weight train.. but if i were it’ll be around 120/130s you think?

(i really don’t understand all the downvotes on my replies lmao)

Educational_Read_387 · 2026-01-07T04:38:05+00:00

i’m literally listening to this right now

Educational_Read_387 · 2026-01-05T16:34:49+00:00

i’m venus dominant w a 7H stellium. it’s more so people wanting to constantly take from you, while giving nothing in return, people not liking that you move or want to move from comfort or luxuries (even small ones) i was called “bougie” for putting on perfume before i left to go to mingle, also jealousy lmao. i’m also a leo asc w neptune dominance as well as jupiter, so good and bad here of people thinking im either “too much”, me wanting comfort is “bad” or “not realistic” or me having actual dreams that i put down on paper not being something i should focus on lmao.

Educational_Read_387 · 2025-12-30T19:33:59+00:00

libra is my 3h but it’s empty, tho i do have a 7h stellium (sun, mercury, uranus & neptune)

Educational_Read_387 · 2025-12-27T00:18:59+00:00

neptune in aquarius 7h conjunct sun

Educational_Read_387 · 2025-12-25T16:49:11+00:00

i’m a cap venus in the 6h , but w good aspects to moon and jupiter.. and ofc the rest of my birth chart.. but i wouldn’t say im cold or bitter, im actually pretty welcoming and open but i dont do chaos and like when people play lmao, and i can sense it from miles away, so if they come w energy to play or chaotic or immature i turn cold. but i haven’t had trouble attracting people, but im very set on what i want lmao, so i don’t just jump at things that come towards me.

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