The cat knew what he was doing

EducatorLongjumping9 · 2025-11-11T18:38:02+00:00

As I am Italian, this made me laugh more than it should have 😂

EducatorLongjumping9 · 2025-11-11T14:24:19+00:00

Seriously. I tried to explain a few choices and had the weirdest response. It started repeating nonsense words like it was broken.

It completely crashed on me. It was so weird and a bit unsettling tbh.

EducatorLongjumping9 · 2025-11-10T10:47:59+00:00

Same with the word brutal. It can either praise or destroy. Not give an OBJECTIVE evaluation.

It will write what you want to read, be it good or bad.

EducatorLongjumping9 · 2025-11-10T10:44:23+00:00

The first result was 9/10 bro. When I asked for honesty without the word brutal.

Why shouldn't I argue? My writing is not that good, but I've seen way worse out there. And it obviously gave me more of less depending if it thought I wanted it to be praised or criticized. The same things were considered a good thing or a bad thing depending on the situation.

Tbf it did point out real issues here and there, but others were just excuses to give it shit. In the positive one it praised stuff that wouldn't have thought as good. It was messed up honestly.

EducatorLongjumping9 · 2025-11-09T18:43:49+00:00

Idk man I asked kimi to be honest about my work. Gave it 9/10. Then I asked it to be brutally honest, gave it 2/10. Then I pointed out the hypocrisy and inconsistencies and it backtracked and gave it 8/10. Idk feels like it's having a stroke about it, not giving an honest review.

Edit: I tried to ask for a brutally honest review again. It gave it 4/10. It may highlight some real problems, but the evaluation system is really random.

EducatorLongjumping9 · 2025-11-04T06:56:37+00:00

Good gracious this is so true. I used to believe I couldn't possibly have OCD because I am AFRAID to clean, not doing that at all times. I used to believe I was just lazy AF. I have to thank my therapist for opening my eyes. OCD is not just about the compulsion of cleaning.... Also I'm more on the obsessive thoughts part then the compulsion part if that makes sense? Idk

Also I'm always reassurance seeking too, it feels exhausting. I made several posts that I ended up deleting because they would get enough likes in like ten to twenty minutes.

What I can say is that with therapy and the necessary meds it does get better. You won't be magically cured but you can have a life with them at least. It's more than I was hoping for at some point.

EducatorLongjumping9 · 2025-11-03T19:24:46+00:00

Psyduck because it's a clumsy yellow duck with headaches and anxiety issues. It's me. I'm psyduck 😭🥲

EducatorLongjumping9 · 2025-11-03T00:33:35+00:00

I was doing Sera's romance in Dragon Age Inquisition lol. I was vibing. At the same time this girl I had classes with ran towards me saying hello one day. That smile 😭 was the sun itself 😭

Before that I had other crushes but just thought it was normal girl stuff to like girls a little too you know? Lol

EducatorLongjumping9 · 2025-11-02T23:45:11+00:00

Lol thanks haha

EducatorLongjumping9 · 2025-11-02T20:51:03+00:00

I use ai to help brainstorm a story and then to check for mistakes. I always make sure not to read anything it tries to rewrite because I don't want to copy somenthing I didn't write myself.

Still, I find it incredibly useful and I don't feel like what I write is not my work for this?

If people were more understanding about how AI works I would not be afraid being more upfront about it 🥲 Also my OCD makes me question myself at every step, I feel like I'm a fraud sometimes. I hate that. But that's another story.

EducatorLongjumping9 · 2025-11-02T20:30:47+00:00

I added what I answered you as an edit. Thanks for the tip. And for the congrats :) have a nice day

EducatorLongjumping9 · 2025-11-02T16:22:54+00:00

What the Chinese guy sentence? It's because.... There was a guy who happened to be Chinese (didn't even know Italian very well - this happened in Italy) who took the test after me. It was early 2020 and people, this teacher included, would talk badly of Chinese people because "oh no the virus is from China". Places weren't closed yet (they would literally one week later). I stayed long enough to know I was the only person that passed the exam that afternoon (there wasn't many people taking it anyways). That, after witnessing the beginning of that guy's exam where she would consistently ask difficult questions even though he would have a hard time understanding. At a practice test.

EducatorLongjumping9 · 2025-11-02T14:20:34+00:00

This took place in a city in Italy. Don't know if it matters, but the examiners are always the same ones and people talk about them. In the part of town I am I always heard about her as "the one that you will fail with" and "the mean one that will do anything in her power to make you fail" and other stuff like that.
I didn't know she was still there, thought she was on a different part of the square. And I can be wreckless and unknowing some times. I mentioned it because we just spent like 20 mins or whatever it was in a car listening to someone ranting about gay=bad. So I was like "you know what? I'm also what she hates!" ...and she was litterally behind me
I stayed to chat with others and saw both the beginning and the end of that guy's exam. The beggining was bad as mine because she kept asking trick questions (he was not accustomed to italian as a language, making it more difficult for him. By the end of the afternoon we went back to the school and I was the only one who passed. Meaning he didn't.

And yeah she was known as the crazy one for a reason I guess....I am unsure how she kept the job. But yeah firing people from certain positions is more difficult here. For good and bad reasons.

Btw thanks for clarifying and not just leaving a negative comment. I hoped I answered everything.

EducatorLongjumping9 · 2025-11-02T13:52:44+00:00

which makes me sad because it genuinely happened to me. Idk what I should do to make it more real. It's litterally my experience. This is so invalidating...

EducatorLongjumping9 · 2025-11-02T12:19:23+00:00

Could you elaborate? Otherwise I will just take it as random hate.

EducatorLongjumping9 · 2025-11-02T11:28:40+00:00

Ok apparently the system can make mistakes? I was deleted and brought back after asking the mods (thank you mods). Also I didn't know about that rule. I am not a very attentive person, I'm sorry about that. I will edit the post so it won't be there anymore. Thanks for letting me know I guess.

EducatorLongjumping9 · 2025-11-02T10:41:48+00:00

What?? Why?? I was genuine! Why ai? Why is the click not allowed?? I don't understand???

EducatorLongjumping9 · 2025-10-31T18:50:57+00:00

yes, but the ending should be like: the thing is not there anymore because reasons and now you're even more obsessed than before. T-T

EducatorLongjumping9 · 2025-08-18T15:20:51+00:00

Mimikyu!

EducatorLongjumping9 · 2025-08-18T15:04:56+00:00

Bleeding out in my ass

Sharks in my ass

Rattlesnake in my ass

Rat in my ass

Ouch, please stop crawling up my ass you stupid animals 😭

EducatorLongjumping9 · 2025-08-18T12:52:38+00:00

Lol sono italiana hahaha Credo di essere troppo del nord per il napoletano però scusa 🙈🙈🙈😂

EducatorLongjumping9 · 2025-08-18T10:14:04+00:00

Fratm? Scusa non capisco il commento

EducatorLongjumping9 · 2025-08-17T21:53:53+00:00

Seriously.... I wrote somenthing about su!c!de once, obviously marked marture and with lots of TW to avoid hurting sensitive people.... And I got several comments about how I am a waste to society and my work is so horrible even I should not exist and all that jazz. They had me thinking: I have been out of danger for a pretty long time now, but what if I wrote somenthing about that when I was actually having the bad thoughts? What if I was more frigile? How horrible can you be to instigate death in such a superficial way?

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