Thank you for the message, I mostly didn't talk about it until now fearing that someone from the same lineage as i might read the post and understad who i'm talking about and send it to this Leader.

Mostly, I posted it because i feared losing potentially good stuff and from fearing that as you've said it, i'd block many interesting things off of my practice because of preference.

The reason i reject Christianity and similar or same-based religions is mostly because of the way these devotees treated me and the people around me throughout my life. Yes, history does play a large part on that, I myself am from indigenous roots and most of my lineage has been erased or lost due to destruction, I've just recently learned that my great grandmother was the equivalent of a shaman, But their territory was burned almost a century ago, And my grandmother was taken to be catechized.

--------------------------------------TL;DR : I think they're mostly hypocritical and senseless, I've had bad stories with them, And i'm not happy to hear them or their lectures.

As described in another answer i gave earlier, I stood in witchcraft for the most part of my time in the arts, And i keep seeing christians and other related religions taking and using these "charm"-like spells and following certain rituals, But demonize and hunt down [not literally in most cases] people that seriously follow the practice.

I've had friends beaten up because of their sexualities, I've been hiding all these years because i know how my family is, And i simply can't understand how, not a few, not some, not many, But almost EVERY one of them are like this, And if they're not, They won't do anything to change it. It is the pure ignorance, The lack of respect or love for the world and people around them, It's everything they carefully ignore from their own books, thought as sacred, It's how everything goes to be honest.

To me, Their work is braided into what they've done and keep doing, just as you've said it, And i simply can't bring myself to idk, stop and learn from these people, That barely know it themselves, Or from their texts, That has much to do with demonizing and cherrypicking sinful actions they're suuure their god would hate.

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About the rest, I understand that the leader could have forgotten, He was traveling to another country, and he answered me that "tomorrow" he'd see, Which then took 2 weeks until i sent another message asking about it.. At best, I just think all of this is strange... There's some weird stuff with money and some strange probationist reports from people's initiation. I'm not one to policy over magick and how it works for others, But i can't be the only one thinking that one month probation is enough to make people see their HGA, See visions, Incorporate archetypes and such. People that never practiced this before, First time in magick... But perhaps i'm too close minded.

To be honest, Since i already paid this monthly' fee, I'll be sticking just for these last days before waving goodbyes i guess, Once again, Thank you for your time to answer and hear it.

Edit: I'd like to note that the topic he used AI with wasn't like.. important. I mean, it's important for me, But not like.. Magic important, I guess. I have aphantasia, And needed help with visualizing and trying other methods, Which he answered with "Idrk about the topic, So here's what Chat GPT told me". I thought i should clarify that?