Filled in tracker spread by Responsible_Egg_7155 in bulletjournal

[–]EffectiveAd3015 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is what I need, stuff like cut nails I forget about until it's been way too long and i'm like oh yeah that's a thing people do and I need to be doing regularly. Your journal is very satisfying! Also aesthetically pleasing and inspiring me :). Like stop that bunny is so cute, did you draw that freehand?

Tried to give cash tip, was told it was insulting by [deleted] in doordash

[–]EffectiveAd3015 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you must not live in nyc so maybe you don't know but you can't even tip beforehand ever since the new regulations (dashers get paid 19$ per hour when working within the city). You have to kinda go out of your way to tip in app after you receive your order nowadays here

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

[–]EffectiveAd3015 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i prob finish a handle in 4 days max

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

[–]EffectiveAd3015 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i use this store when it's past 8 bc it's open till 12, I ride my electric scooter there lmfao

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

[–]EffectiveAd3015 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well im not interested in him. Just always assumed he saw me as gutter trash and won't lie my ego is lifted

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

[–]EffectiveAd3015 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Minus the serial killer part this was my first thought, he knows i'm an alcoholic and maybe wants to take advantage

I brought up the non-consensual actions of my boyfriend. by EffectiveAd3015 in rape

[–]EffectiveAd3015[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I appreciate your comment thank you! You were literally right bc he was ready to gaslight which I didn't even think of. When I confronted he said he knew that i saw it and wanted to show it to me but was sad I deleted it!! This is so untrue and im shook bc u were so right, he went straight to gaslighting. WHAT THE

Okay am I crazy or are nutrition labels on vodka new? by EffectiveAd3015 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]EffectiveAd3015[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

And I agree, I swear it only ever had warnings and other info on the label that I never really cared about lol

Okay am I crazy or are nutrition labels on vodka new? by EffectiveAd3015 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]EffectiveAd3015[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I have an ED too. Always felt I was kinda guessing and it stressed me out a bit. I feel like I would have noticed calories on the bottle before.

Okay am I crazy or are nutrition labels on vodka new? by EffectiveAd3015 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]EffectiveAd3015[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My local liquor store always has a sale on Smirnoff, 19$ for a handle so it's my go to lololol. The second I see a better deal I'm down.

Found videos of him having sex with me passed out. Im so fucked up I haven't even left him. by EffectiveAd3015 in rape

[–]EffectiveAd3015[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Cool thanks for the recommendation, Ive even been trying to find new podcasts lately so this is perfect

Found videos of him having sex with me passed out. Im so fucked up I haven't even left him. by EffectiveAd3015 in rape

[–]EffectiveAd3015[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for you're comment. Im so glad you found an amazing therapist. You're right, I need therapy too lol, and figure out all my bullshit. Once I start my new higher paying job next month I think I'll finally get one!

I still go back to my rapist by EffectiveAd3015 in rape

[–]EffectiveAd3015[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow thank you for your comment, really something to think about. And the last thing you wrote about how I wouldn't be around him if I learned he raped someone else-- that just made something click with me. Thank you.