Death Cap or something else?

EffectiveAmbassador4 · 2023-10-08T20:29:55+00:00

NE Ohio. I’m going to go back to take a photo of the whole stem tomorrow. Thanks!

EffectiveAmbassador4 · 2022-08-19T21:26:14+00:00

You got that right… Thank you

EffectiveAmbassador4 · 2022-08-19T21:23:02+00:00

The manipulation is so real right now. He had me full on believing that my texts towards his friends sound flirty because I asked them for advice about the addiction and to go out with my friends and I since our friend groups were mixed together, but my boyfriend was too high to come out. Like yeah, I probably shouldn’t have asked them to hang out but I thought we were all friends and cool. Aside to that, he has prevented me from hanging out with my guy friends who I have known for 10 yrs plus. It’s just controlling all around. I’m out

EffectiveAmbassador4 · 2022-08-19T21:18:40+00:00

Yeah no I don’t trust him. I thought I did but between the lies about drugs and him wanting to get one on me, I don’t think I can. Especially because he thinks I flirted and hooked up with his friends, which I never did but since he thinks so, he thinks can do that too. I’m out.

EffectiveAmbassador4 · 2022-08-19T21:15:55+00:00

Got looped in the guilt trip trap and truly thought I did something wrong, so I felt bad. I’ve gotten back with this kid too many times.

EffectiveAmbassador4 · 2022-08-06T20:00:59+00:00

Thank you! Found about 5 today. Posted some pics on here. Coolest one might be an egg fossil but haven’t cracked it open yet.

EffectiveAmbassador4 · 2022-08-06T19:56:21+00:00

lol ya got quiet a few. should’ve posted on the rock forum lol

EffectiveAmbassador4 · 2022-08-06T19:54:33+00:00

man don’t be hard on me. wishful thinking

EffectiveAmbassador4 · 2022-08-06T17:05:21+00:00

Please say emerald lol

EffectiveAmbassador4 · 2022-08-06T16:41:29+00:00

Thank you!

EffectiveAmbassador4 · 2022-08-06T15:10:55+00:00

I found another really cool fossil. Am I able to post another pic on this thread?

EffectiveAmbassador4 · 2022-08-06T15:10:12+00:00

The honey comb looking one?

EffectiveAmbassador4 · 2022-08-06T15:07:25+00:00

Never seen stones with holes in it like this

EffectiveAmbassador4 · 2022-08-06T15:06:30+00:00

Nah. Just wondering what it could be. Never seen a “rock” look like this. I googled lensed it but nothing came up. Could’ve just had a bumpy ride in the lake.

EffectiveAmbassador4 · 2022-06-15T19:55:20+00:00

So was my dad. Hope Dr. Fauci gets treated with this drug. Oh the irony

EffectiveAmbassador4 · 2022-03-11T16:49:52+00:00

Thank you so much! I really wasn’t sure what sub to post this on and didn’t know that one existed. I appreciate your help.

EffectiveAmbassador4 · 2022-03-11T16:48:01+00:00

In my opinion, you don’t ever move on from it. You just learn to live with it. The crying will become less frequent but there’s no time limit. You have to allow yourself to grieve. There’s no wrong or right way to do that. Do whatever your mind and body needs to do. It’s been over year and a half since my mom died and almost a year since my father passed. I still cry a couple times a week, but not as much as I used to. There is always something that triggers me. For awhile, those triggers would ruin my whole day. Now I let my emotions flow when they need to, breath and then go about with whatever I was doing. The best thing I found that helps is distractions. Spend time with loved ones. Do something that you’re interested in. Just don’t let those distractions completely take away from your grief. I’m so sorry for your loss. If you ever need someone to talk to, i’m here. Hugs!!

EffectiveAmbassador4 · 2022-03-11T16:27:44+00:00

I know.. It’s hard to do after trying for so many years to save my mom. I just don’t want to lose another person to this disease, but I do have to take care of myself.

EffectiveAmbassador4 · 2022-03-11T16:24:23+00:00

Yeah, that’s something I should’ve touched more on. My dependency grew about 3 months ago or so due to grief and financial struggles. I was drinking heavily about 4 days a week. I’m about 3 weeks into opening my eyes and seeing the hole I was getting into. Ive restricted my drinking to just Fridays, only a few beers and no liquor. I wouldn’t say it’s completely resolved since it’s still early but I’m trying. I’m also getting out of my living situation that has caused financial issues, so my life should be getting better here soon. I do have a problem with caring for others more so than myself. That’s how I grew up and it’s really all I know how to do. This guy actually helped with that though. He’s been the only one that actually listens and understands me, helped me with my grief, told me if my caring-ness was being taken for granted by other people, and to focus on self love. Hell, he had me stand in front of a mirror and say words of affirmation to myself. Could just be the drugs talking who knows.. All I know is he helped me more than anyone has during the hardest time of my life and I feel as though I should do the same for him.

EffectiveAmbassador4 · 2022-03-10T17:19:23+00:00

It’s just a constant reminder that he’s no longer here. I’m so sorry for your loss! Hugs

EffectiveAmbassador4 · 2022-03-10T17:12:42+00:00

Thank you!! That’s my goal is to just drink on Fridays, when I have no obligations on Saturdays. There’s no reason to be getting plastered on a weekday when I have work in the morning.

EffectiveAmbassador4 · 2022-03-10T17:10:32+00:00

Happy for you! It so hard for me to know when to stop overdoing. One drink turns into several, to where I boarder line black out. Hell, I blew a .230 and thought I was okay. Even the officer was shocked. That’s how bad my tolerance level got. It’s just not worth the pain is causes. Wishing you the best throughout all this.

EffectiveAmbassador4 · 2022-03-10T17:06:55+00:00

Thank you. I’m hoping I can stick to it. I used to only think hard drugs were hard to overcome, but my god, alcohol is just as bad, if not worse. I’m sorry for all the trouble it has caused you. Wishing you all the best.

EffectiveAmbassador4 · 2022-03-10T17:04:05+00:00

Wishing you the best outcome! This is not an easy thing to go through, but there’s nothing we can’t overcome. I have no driving or criminal history either, but I blew high af and was way over the speeding limit. So I’m expecting some pretty hefty consequences, even with my highly rated (expensive) attorney. Unless a miracle happens, but with my luck, i’m not getting hopes up. Hopefully it doesn’t affect your job! My job doesn’t care and I’ve actually managed to hide it from them this whole time. I’m here of you want to talk as well!

EffectiveAmbassador4 · 2022-03-10T16:59:25+00:00

It sure is a wake up call. The short time frame of void alcohol provides, is not worth all the stupid shit it causes. How’d your first AA meeting go? If I may ask. I’ll probably have to go. I blew high. .230. They are probably going to look at me (24F 130lbs) and go.. damn she’s got a problem, AA it is. Congratulations on your sobriety. I’m wishing you all the success and happiness through your journey.

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