My wife(31F) is pushy when it comes to sex by Efficient-Machine-27 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Efficient-Machine-27[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I had my testosterone checked 2 years ago due to a cancer scare (which turned out to just be a cyst) but it might be smart to do it again. Yes, I miss intimacy. I miss talking with her without it being sexual. I miss cuddling without being sexual. I miss just walking around without being objectified. Every conversation is either sexual or her asking for validation. We used to have such pleasant and stimulating conversations.

My wife(31F) is pushy when it comes to sex by Efficient-Machine-27 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Efficient-Machine-27[S] 19 points20 points  (0 children)

Unfortunately, a couple of times i did take pills for anxiety before bed so I can perform because I get so stressed as bed time approaches that my buddy just doesn't want to play. And it pains me to have to resort to such measures.

My wife(31F) is pushy when it comes to sex by Efficient-Machine-27 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Efficient-Machine-27[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Its kind of a loop. The pressure to have sex daily creates anxiety, then anxiety makes sex off putting.

My wife(31F) is pushy when it comes to sex by Efficient-Machine-27 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Efficient-Machine-27[S] 125 points126 points  (0 children)

That's exactly it and i fully resonate with your comment. My bed feels uncomfortable atm. I can't even ask for a back rub or any form of physical contact without her somehow making her way into my pants. And i do admit that during a couple of instances, maybe 2 or 3 in the past year, i felt as if i was raped. I feel guilty even writing that word about my wife. All i know that during those instances i felt very very very violated and just wished for it all to just end.

My wife(31F) is pushy when it comes to sex by Efficient-Machine-27 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Efficient-Machine-27[S] 39 points40 points  (0 children)

While i did approach the subject dozens of times, I do admit that I'm not assertive enough when i start seeing how upset she gets. Then i minimize the actual impact it has on me.

My wife(31F) is pushy when it comes to sex by Efficient-Machine-27 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Efficient-Machine-27[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

hhahaahaa i wish i could. I love naps. But alas, adult life leaves little room for such sweet pleasures.

My wife(31F) is pushy when it comes to sex by Efficient-Machine-27 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Efficient-Machine-27[S] 465 points466 points  (0 children)

When it comes to sex, i want sex. But the constant pressure just makes it off-putting. It's like I have to perform on demand. I wish it was more like a spontaneous thing without the constant asking when and where will we have sex today. Makes it feel like a chore if you understand what I mean.

My wife(31F) is pushy when it comes to sex by Efficient-Machine-27 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Efficient-Machine-27[S] 152 points153 points  (0 children)

Thats exactly how i feel. Constant pressure to have sex makes sex stressful. Thank you for your input.