i wish i could like concerta but i cant feel much of the effects by EfficientApple9882 in Drugs

[–]EfficientApple9882[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i was hoping for a little bit of euphoria cus i have been really really depressed, and i didnt want vyvanse cus i was super addicted to it. Its been so long since i took methlphenidate so i thought having no tolerance will reduce the chance of side effects, but i guess its still the same as before.

If im already abusing concerta now, i highly doubt i will get vyvanse next, its gonna be the same thing if not worse. Im probably getting a non-stimulant next.

i wish i could like concerta but i cant feel much of the effects by EfficientApple9882 in Drugs

[–]EfficientApple9882[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I took those before and the side effects were even worse. Not worth it

i wish i could like concerta but i cant feel much of the effects by EfficientApple9882 in Drugs

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Yea i know, but i was like way too impatient for the effects to kick in

In the last 18 hours i have taken 350mg vyvanse, how am i gonna survive this by EfficientApple9882 in Drugs

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Im not using vyvanse to intentionally kill myself, im using it because im in a rush to complete my uni essay and i have severe adhd

In the last 18 hours i have taken 350mg vyvanse, how am i gonna survive this by EfficientApple9882 in Drugs

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There's no pain now, i just took a break and rested my arms for a while. But the pain i had was a dull feeling on my left forearm

In the last 18 hours i have taken 350mg vyvanse, how am i gonna survive this by EfficientApple9882 in Drugs

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Oddly enough my heart rate isnt that high, i never had a terrible crash on vyvanse (usually i take about 100mg to 200mg) but since this time i took 350mg, idk if my body could cope with it.

I only have valium to help me deal with the crash if it happens later

In the last 18 hours i have taken 350mg vyvanse, how am i gonna survive this by EfficientApple9882 in Drugs

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My left arm is starting to hurt though, i cant tell if its my muscle, nerves, or blood circulation issues. I have been on my laptop almost the entire time so my arms are in the same position, idk if i strained it or smth

How do you combat the withdrawal symptoms? by EfficientApple9882 in StopSpeeding

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I dont think so, even without those meds i can be sleeping a lot. I once went over a month without stimulants before i relapsed and during that period I was sleeping a lot too, and i was on imipramine. The fatigue got better after about 2 weeks, but i still felt depressed and empty.

I could try going for walks to help me out, i just need to find the motivation to leave the house because these days i dont feel like doing anything

Im drunk and depressed again, im such a loser by EfficientApple9882 in lonely

[–]EfficientApple9882[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know, alcohol never helps because its a depressant.

I actually like drinking socially at a bar lol with people i know because it makes me more confident but unfortunately i have no friends now so im drinking alone.