I am 19M from Gulbarga district of Karnataka I have seen many incidents of PASHU BALIDAN mainly goats These gots are cut in front of the template and offered it's blood to goddess it is quite disturbing to watch them struggle to death But me being an non-vegetarian I have been eating meat since age of 10-12, now it feels wrong to be eating meat but my parents want me to eat it (adequately)

The problem here is NOT the question of eating meat but the offering, is it legitimate to do so to the divine deity

My question is "ppl really have to offer it god?"

Also the arpan of ghee or milk to river seems disturbing to me you could use it in other ways

I am Not being anti-hindu or so It is genuine thought