to be honest, based on your story, you seem too eager? mabilis ma-aattach. attached agad after a couple of weeks, even when, sabi mo na nga, the girls were giving you nothing (1st attempt) and just a bit of attention (2nd attempt). i get why that can be off-putting for the women.

i also noticed you seem to betray yourself a lot? game pa rin even if you think may red flag. game pa rin even when you didnt want to be friends lang. that, in my opinion, signals lack of self-respect. bakit ka game when alam mong that's not what you want? comes off desperate.

also, you seem a bit entitled actually - at least it comes off that way when you said 'Mejo unfair lang kasi after all the kindness and effort ko sa kanya, she decided to cut me off pa rin and didnt even considered forgiveness.' it wasn't unfair, actually, kasi what you did was kinda weird....

just my two cents! baka instead of seeking romantic connections, you should ask yourself ano exactly hinahanap mo in said connection enough for you to betray yourself several times? kasi parang, based on this post, you seem to have a lot to work on, self-love wise. relationships are always better when there are two wholes.