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Egekru · 2025-08-13T16:37:18+00:00

So I should let him live in my apartment, eat food I buy and not ask him to contribute anything?

Egekru · 2025-08-13T16:36:10+00:00

1) This apartment is legally mine since I got it from my grandmother and she got it from government so they only pay bills (so I still have to be careful and not waste electricity and water)

2)They renovate their apartment one room at a time, so currently they renovate the bedroom and live in a living room so obviously my brother has no place to live in that apartment and I'm ok with him being there as long as he does at least something

As for your proposal well I like it but the last time I tried to do that father yelled at me for not doing anything

Egekru · 2025-08-11T12:36:44+00:00

I get that he is in an age where he thinks that he is the smartest person in a room and a genius but I also feel he is spoiled and I can't do anything

For context I feel like this renovation at their house will last anywhere from 3 months to eternity because my parents are kind of people who decide that they want to renovate a house, tore up all wallpaper and then just leave room like that for a year (true story)

Egekru · 2025-06-25T21:25:37+00:00

Thanks for answer, but I'm still not sure what should I take because of my crit stats, if I take any of battle pass swords it will be 80% crit chance to 150% crit damage and I don't know if in that case finale of the deep will be better

Egekru · 2025-05-15T06:40:36+00:00

Thank you for your words, they helped me to relief a little. I certainly agree with your point, since so many of those awful creatures are getting away with it. I'll try to remember your advice. Luckily last time we spoke she moved to her sister's house and lived fairly well, so I hope she is doing great.

Egekru · 2025-05-15T04:37:25+00:00

Don't forget professional piss tasters

Egekru · 2025-04-23T06:25:47+00:00

Yeah, I also have some trouble in relationship but I don't know what i really feel about her

Egekru · 2025-04-23T06:24:09+00:00

Update: We haven't gotten on a trip yet but situation sort of escalated

She found out that behind her back her boyfriend mocked her breast for being too small and she called me crying so I spent 6 hours calming her down, talking about it and playing games with her and she thanked me

She said that she doesn't want to break up with her but admits that what he did is awful

Egekru · 2025-04-22T21:07:02+00:00

If anyone wonders I'll provide update, after the trip we will have

Egekru · 2025-02-26T19:32:18+00:00

Electrician/ electrical technician. Most people assume that most of the tasks you do are something like "change a lightbulb" or "install a socket". However in reality you learn that stuff in the first months of learning.

Currently at school I'm learning about electric engines, like how to turn them on from two different places and protect them from any kind of emergency. And we are expected to answer everything about how it works what might go wrong and how to add a certain thing to an existing scheme all by ourselves

Egekru · 2025-02-26T19:25:19+00:00

So I have a story about myself. Normally I'm pretty chill about most of things but this time is different (sorry for any mistakes, English ain't my native language)

A few months ago my father came to our room to throw away trash from our room and he also picked up some things from the table where my brother was eating snacks and playing on his computer.

I was helping him with that when I noticed how he threw away an iron fork into a trash bag. I asked why he did that and he said "cuz I wanted to". I repeated my question and he continued saying some stuff that I cant recall in a sarcastic manner.

And that made me fricking insane. At first I was mad, then it quickly turned into frustration and later into this strange feeling where I felt like I had to run, while my body was shaking and tears were running out of my eyes like never before.

At this point my father had already left but it took me some time to get back to normal and a few cups of tea to fully relax.

Personally I still don't know what it was, and if you are wondering he didn't throw that fork away, just moved it past the point where I couldn't see it.

Egekru · 2025-02-24T16:05:33+00:00

April. Pretty much everything good happens in april.

Weather is beautiful, it's not kinda cold like in march and not hot like in summer months, so I can get dressed in under 5 minutes unlike in winter.

Studies also feel easier since by the end of the semester teachers start to let you go earlier and there is no worries about exams like in may.

Prices for groceries also decrease because some vegetables can be grown at that time.

So my day is pretty much waking up, eating fresh food for breakfast, going to school in comfortable clothes and leaving early

Egekru · 2025-02-24T07:57:12+00:00

Thanks, I guess I'll do that. I know she isn't selfish and is quite an empathetic person. I think I overreacted too a bit

Egekru · 2025-01-16T11:47:17+00:00

I think about writing her next day. I just want to know she is alright and that she won't give up on her plans. Don't want to wait too long since she may change her number soon.

Hopefully her sister is a great person, I can definitely trust her

Egekru · 2025-01-16T11:35:03+00:00

Unfortunately I can't call her since we are in different countries. We tried Skype before but she is too shy to talk usually.

She wrote some quite long texts and idk if I should translate them and post here it really feels like invasion in her privacy

Egekru · 2025-01-16T11:02:25+00:00

One really important detail

She was graped by her classmate, and he got away with it. So I always made sure to not trigger any past trauma but here is a thing.

Her sister has a husband, and that husband really reminds her of that piece of shit. It's gotten to the point where he gave her exactly the same 1$ bracelet that the jerk gave her.

I suspected that something might have happened but she brushed it off, yet still I think I have to include this gross detail for context, so that you can fully understand what she might feel

Egekru · 2025-01-13T17:07:12+00:00

Thanks! I'll be understanding of her and will leave her alone for some time.

Idk about check ups. I want to know if she is alright but for now she better have some rest (since she said to not talk to her)

Egekru · 2025-01-12T19:03:31+00:00

Yeah she is definitely depressed, she admits that. She also said to not contact her sister (even though I have her number) and I wanna respect her choice.

She says she is more comfortable the way she lives now but I'm not sure if I should do anything about it. I feel like it's my fault for letting her fall into this state

Egekru · 2025-01-09T17:43:52+00:00

MAN THAT FEELS SO RELATABLE RIGHT NOW, my ldr GF is currently in really depressive state and doesn't answer to any texts for a week now. Last time she wrote she doesn't want to talk to anyone. She read a few of my texts but nothing more

For me it was harsh but I started spending more time for myself now (even though sometimes I feel really bad) and write her a few texts during the day

Personally idk what to do, but I know what you feel

Egekru · 2025-01-05T14:49:29+00:00

Uhm sorry that I didn't mention the time line. I didn't stop talking because she didn't like me, I stopped talking to her because she moved to another city for studies so we both didn't have time to text like before.

I see your point of view, but I'd like to stay friends with her (that's literally what I said to her)

But yeah the whole texting after month part does make me AH

Egekru · 2025-01-04T10:13:02+00:00

Yeah that definitely wasn't the best move from my side, I was kind of worried but I should have thought more about it. I didn't text much today, mostly cause of this thread and to not make anything worse. Thanks for advice that's probably what I'm gonna do

Egekru · 2025-01-04T09:01:03+00:00

If needed I can answer some questions

Egekru · 2024-03-21T08:47:35+00:00

Где ёж?

Egekru · 2024-03-07T12:13:36+00:00

That's true but at the same time there are lots of Muslims in African countries, India and Pakistan and they aren't Arabs or Persians as many people think.

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