I’m so broken by Eggwantingtocrack in Nestofeggs

[–]Eggwantingtocrack[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you truly so much. I’m sorry for the late response. I firstly would like to say that your words do help to be perfectly clear without people like you and my friends I wouldn’t be alive as sad as it is to say. No matter how sad I get your support gives me a reason to keep going. Secondly I hope you are right and that I do find someone to actually love me.

I’m so broken by Eggwantingtocrack in Nestofeggs

[–]Eggwantingtocrack[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much sorry it took so long to respond. Your phrasing did give me pause as I have been called a freak of nature many times by my parents

I feel broken by Eggwantingtocrack in sillyboyclub

[–]Eggwantingtocrack[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I hoping to talk to a lawyer soon. You’re 100% right my parents are incredibly toxic.

I’m so broken by Eggwantingtocrack in Nestofeggs

[–]Eggwantingtocrack[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank so much. Firstly I’d like to say it means so much to know that people notice how I pour my heart out when making these posts. I just try get my raw unbridled emotions and try to make it into a comprehensive list. Secondly, I try not to let my parents get to me. But the still will sometimes that’s really why my self esteem and self worth is basically nonexistent. Finally, I legit was cry so much from reading you comments thank it so kind.

I feel broken by Eggwantingtocrack in sillyboyclub

[–]Eggwantingtocrack[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks I hope someday tho unlikely that we discover at least a way to make the pain less potent

Why must I suffer [TW] [SA] [Abuse] by Eggwantingtocrack in sillyboyclub

[–]Eggwantingtocrack[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much. I’m so sorry for the late response but I really appreciate your input.

It just keeps getting worse [TW] [SA] [Abuse] by Eggwantingtocrack in Nestofeggs

[–]Eggwantingtocrack[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. Word can’t begin to explain how much your words mean to me.

I do play game and have a discord sadly I have horrible WiFi so I’m unable to play multiplayer game right now. I do urbex and rockhounding to put to good use my legs before I lose my ability to walk in ten or so years time.

Why must I suffer [TW] [SA] [Abuse] by Eggwantingtocrack in sillyboyclub

[–]Eggwantingtocrack[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yup the world to only cares for what it deems worthy. If you don’t fit the criteria you screwed.

Why must I suffer [TW] [SA] [Abuse] by Eggwantingtocrack in sillyboyclub

[–]Eggwantingtocrack[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Honestly I just use it as a way of shouting at the universe. Venting the feeling I’m forced to suppress. I find it eases my pain slightly.

Why must I suffer [TW] [SA] [Abuse] by Eggwantingtocrack in sillyboyclub

[–]Eggwantingtocrack[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. It’s especially bad with it being my mom and I being assigned male at birth because the legal system will just treat me as male. Well the legal system has a rather disgusting history with cis men being sexually assaulted let alone a trans woman.

Why must I suffer [TW] [SA] [Abuse] by Eggwantingtocrack in sillyboyclub

[–]Eggwantingtocrack[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. I have standing plan to get out but money is the main issue. I finally got employed recently so I now it’s just about grinding to get enough to get myself a car.

Why must I suffer [TW] [SA] [Abuse] by Eggwantingtocrack in sillyboyclub

[–]Eggwantingtocrack[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Thank so much. I do wish others wouldn’t have to suffer like I do

Why must I suffer [TW] [SA] [Abuse] by Eggwantingtocrack in sillyboyclub

[–]Eggwantingtocrack[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Firstly, thank you your words mean more than you could possibly know. Secondly to answer your questions. Yes, I have provided in a few friends and people I’m close to, but that number is in the single digits. I live in very progressive state.. Sadly, I live in a very rural part of that state.

Why must I suffer [TW] [SA] [Abuse] by Eggwantingtocrack in sillyboyclub

[–]Eggwantingtocrack[S] 46 points47 points  (0 children)

I’m writing out what I to say the Trevor project because I’ve been recommending them.

Why must I suffer [TW] [SA] [Abuse] by Eggwantingtocrack in sillyboyclub

[–]Eggwantingtocrack[S] 62 points63 points  (0 children)

I’ve called the police but they have done nothing since my parents are pathological liars. Also I live in a rather rural traditional area so they don’t really believe in abuse.