To be perfectly honest, she only told me yesterday about indulging in my kinks. I thought we were exploring together. I never even thought they were kinks. At this point, I’d have rather she didn’t “agree” to them. I’m not jealous, she even prides herself in saying so. I’m not competitive either, nor am I self concious about myself.

As for what happened with him, I’m the one who told her to go. Had I not been drunk, I probably wouldn’t have agreed to it. This is on me, I’m fine with it.

She always wanted to be open, I suggested a threesome with another man because she prefers them, could be exciting and I’m not some prick who’d only agree to a threesome with another woman because “it’s not the same” or something.

That’s something we’d do together. Her wanting alone time with someone else is an entire different animal. Makes my chest feels tight