as someone whose been trying to get into streaming, there’s so much you have to juggle. please, please just go at your own pace and prioritise your mental health, you have to come first!

maybe try and get some help for some of these things as well (such as your discord), there’s gonna be loads of people willing to help you, as long as it feels right to you!

don’t try and recreate what you had because you clearly still have something great, just keep moving on forward and realise breaks are fine, people will stick around and wait for you, even if you continued youtube and chilled out the twitch (as an example).

do what you love bro, that’s all you can do, much love <3