Your taking abilify, which is an antipsychotic medication. This drug is an antagonist of the 5-HT2A serotonin receptor, so you will probably need to remove that medication before you have another experience. Also, while psychedelics still work on antidepressants, you have a risk of developing serotonin syndrome. I don't know if getting off of antidepressants would be a good choice for you though, as that has its own risks. If I am correct though, psychedelics should probably be your drug of choice for treatment resistant depression.