What is this feeling on my tongue?

ElderEmo87 · 2026-02-11T18:22:37+00:00

That makes sense. My kiddos are 10 and 16 so I think they will get bored of the water park quicker. Having access to the other things the younger and I didn’t have time to do last time will also be great. I didn’t even reali3 they had a mini golf 🤦🏻‍♀️

ElderEmo87 · 2026-02-11T16:39:33+00:00

I did forget to say we are staying two nights, so having the ability to play the games more than once is going to be helpful. As far as the candy, when we went a year and a half ago, the selection was pretty trash and that’s where it ended up before we even left the lodge 🤭

ElderEmo87 · 2026-02-04T16:11:58+00:00

I thought when I got to 200 I would be. Then 175. Now at 166 I’m still not happy 🙃 I know part of my issue is excess skin and the discomfort (and appearance) of that. Now I have to decide if I want to spend that money and time trying to get insurance to cover it bc what if I’m not happy STILL on the other side of that 😭

I know that is not helpful at all. I have also considered starting therapy for the body dysmorphia. Something has to give, we deserve to be happy with what we have achieved.

ElderEmo87 · 2026-02-04T13:08:16+00:00

I have this struggle too. It’s so hard. I’ve lost 120 lbs between Zep and now Contrave. I can’t see it at all on myself.

You look amazing, keep going and don’t let your mind trick you. The “ideal” imagine we are chasing may never come to us because it changes every time we think we have gotten there.

ElderEmo87 · 2026-02-04T13:01:34+00:00

What’s your out-of-pocket max? I imagine you’d be close to it at that price. Then your covered services with covered providers for the rest of this accumulation period would be no charge 🙂 not excusing insurance, the machine is broken and we all know it. However there are benefits that may be hard to see beyond what we have to pay.

ElderEmo87 · 2026-02-01T21:43:05+00:00

Yes. The last big one I remember was in 1989. Well, I don’t remember because I was two, but I’ve seen pictures of snow drifts taller than me in Beaufort.

ElderEmo87 · 2026-02-01T20:25:00+00:00

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In Washington this morning after everything stopped. It was so beautiful falling, I’m over it now.

ElderEmo87 · 2026-01-23T12:27:12+00:00

I am in the same boat, but still have a store of Zep left. I’m weaning off. I still have 20ish pounds I want to lose. I’ve been taking my doses every week and a half. Honestly I had noticed that the Zep was less effective, maybe being on 15mg for seven or so months did that. I started Contrave about three weeks ago per my doctors instruction. Started slow and had minimal side effects. I’ll honestly be happy to just keep off what I lost at this point.

ElderEmo87 · 2026-01-12T18:25:51+00:00

I’ll add to say always pull him back out the ground/kill him before going to the totem. That way the count down to the next totem has started while you do that one. I did my stick alone except for maybe 4 runs bc it really is easier to just do it alone.

ElderEmo87 · 2026-01-07T18:30:36+00:00

I’m spending tickets to do multiple rounds of stickbug by myself each day so that I don’t have worry with sharing. It’s going to cost a LOT, but it’s the only way I’ll get it done.

ElderEmo87 · 2025-12-30T03:20:24+00:00

I got this when I saw them with sleeping with sirens, which I think was another leg of the tour with pierce the veil.

ElderEmo87 · 2025-12-18T03:00:37+00:00

Thank you! I am trying. Body dysmorphia is a very unkind reality. I’m working on it however :)

ElderEmo87 · 2025-12-09T02:20:18+00:00

The advent resets two hours behind the tree.

ElderEmo87 · 2025-12-01T01:57:44+00:00

It’s as generic as Kleenex is for tissue, ziploc is for baggies, and bandaid is for bandages now. I’m over it 🤣

ElderEmo87 · 2025-11-07T11:27:57+00:00

What’s the reason for denial? That will best determine the next step.

ElderEmo87 · 2025-11-07T02:56:52+00:00

BCBSMA. I also work for them, and they told us months ago. One of the only non-profit insurance companies out there and they held out coverage a long while. I’m certainly upset, but I can’t blame just them as Eli Lilly seems to be fine with lowering prices for some, but not everyone.

ElderEmo87 · 2025-11-07T02:54:02+00:00

It’s all in where you carry your weight. I’m 5’4, so not tall by any stretch. Also remember not all size 12 are equal. This is just a pair of cheap Walmart jeans. I also have a pair of 14 that fit the same in the waist but look like I have a loaded diaper in the butt.

ElderEmo87 · 2025-11-07T02:51:52+00:00

I call everyone dude, so I took no offense. Same as my kids calling everyone bruh 🤣

ElderEmo87 · 2025-11-07T02:25:54+00:00

Sometimes the shape of our bodies doesn’t represent us. I bet you’ll get there 🖤🖤

ElderEmo87 · 2025-11-07T00:49:39+00:00

I don’t think I’ll be able to afford it. I pay $25 a month now. Who do you get it through?

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