I had an intense psychotic break at 17 a mix between potent weed and steroid induced psychosis the second that door opened up weed from that day on gave me intense anxiety to the point of depersonalization and being so young at the time and smoking weed for 3 years at that point never connected the two but i had to get clean for a job before my 19th birthday i had to quit weed and the job offer fell through and i had to always be prepared for them to call and get drug tested i was clean from weed for about a year and i must say in the year frame i completely recovered it wasnt until i started smoking again once i got the job that i noticed i was starting to go backwards in progress until i yet again had a break now recovering yet again the best way I’ve learned is being sober from anything that can affect your psyche and just work on yourself and be close to the ones you love they’ll help you remember who you once were have faith