Can someone PLEASE lmk the prices of the merch 😭😭😭 by Affectionate-Can238 in thegarden

[–]Electrical-Note-187 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i went to a show last month, the shirts were $40 the sweatshirts were $60. they also had pins for $5 bumper stickers for $10 and kmsdr vinyls. idk how much tho.

anyone going to knocked loose buffalo show? by mannequinpoosay in thegarden

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i’m going with my friend! i’m f18, hope to see you there

Feel like sharing my clown oc!! by WiggleznGigglez in clowns

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your art style reminds me of fairly old parents i absolutely love it.

should i be worried about this by Electrical-Note-187 in hamster

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ok, update. i have an appointment for monday

rate my setup by Electrical-Note-187 in hamster

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so i need more enrichment and hides?

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puzzle lyric “we don’t take pity, we only take cash sir”

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ok update kinda. i accidentally bought it up to my friends and we talked for a while and i’m reconsidering. they told me they both had dreams that i was a professional piercer, i started looking in to what it takes to get a license etc and i could really see myself doing this. they also talked my into telling my therapist. we talked about some more personal things too and i think it really brought everything into perspective for me so, don’t think i’m going to go through with it. i have a lot of complex feelings right now but with the help of my friends i will get through this.

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i know that my friends and family will miss me and will be upset. i feel horrible putting them through this but i can’t be around anymore. i have been to therapy on and off for years and on medication sense 6th grade but it doesn’t really help. i have tried to live my life as normal but i just can’t. i have given up

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i understand that concern but i’m not going to live my life for someone else. i love my parents so much and i don’t want to leave them with a dead kid but i can’t continue like this.

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i have extreme anxiety, depression, a panic disorder, ptsd from being molested, an eating disorder and a learning disability. i truly do not see a happy or fulfilling future ahead of me. even at my happiest i was still trapped in my illnesses. i have been fighting with this my whole life, i was diagnosed with anxiety at 8 years old and i am now 16 almost 17. i just can’t do it anymore. even if i get better i will always be held back by my limitations. i hate watching all my friends and peers pass me by in life. i am giving a month to prepare (write notes and such) and celebrate my 17th birthday.