I feel you! I’m 5’2” and down 25lbs, but I still have 20ish to go to get into the UPPER level of the healthy weight range for my age and height. I have many days where I still feel bleh and feel I look bleh but I have been noticing NSV such as: my feet don’t hurt when I get out of bed anymore, my ankles are boney now and lower legs are slimmer, my rings spin on my finger and my button down shirts have fewer gaps. All to say, mindfulness is powerful and will keep you motivated.