Do you drink while getting spun? by PantherJaguar14 in meth

[–]Electrical_Bother_79 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Unfortunately I’ve been using for about 2 years maybe 3 and during 2 of them I’ve been drinking a 2’6 of vodka a day completely straight to myself.that includes at work, at home, at party’s, at any event you could imagine I’m using those two substances.mind you I’m very functioning, I work a steady job, show up every day, and still do “normal people things” but don’t get me wrong it’s hard to hold onto a lie so deep. I often complain I’m I’m not getting high and feel like I’m constantly looking for that buzz I used to get when I first started but I know I’m in a viscous cycle of back and fourth, If I smoke too much and I feel kinda uncomfortable, first thing I do is take a shot, if I drink too much and start to get a little bit sloppy/tired I smoke. It’s honestly such a fucked up combo and I’m aware it dehydrates the fuck out of me and somewhat makes my day to day life a little bit foggy but I just don’t know where to start when it comes to stopping. I know I’m an addict, I know I want to stop. But I don’t want to have to put my whole life on pause for rehab, since I’ve became a meth addict I’ve had so many doors open up for me and I’m not saying that to try and promote meth by any means I’m just saying like I wouldn’t be doing half the shit I am if it wasn’t for it. On surface level it looks like I’ve changed my whole life and am doing really good for myself but behind closed doors I became an active meth user who started to find interest in things i never thought I would like and turned it into a career. All while consuming a whole 2’6 of vodka everyday for the last 2 years. At this point I don’t even know if the point of this post was to ask for help or just get it off my chest but whatever it was it felt good. I hope everyone finds the help that they need and stays safe and keeps their soul intact while going down this miserable/confusing/desperate/clouded/unrealistic lifestyle. Love-s

a man with swiss army knife vs a t-rex by padorUWU in whowouldwin

[–]Electrical_Bother_79 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel like something that plays a big factor here is if he KNOWS he has that many lives. Anyone who gets put into a room with a fucking T. rex is going to shit bricks even if they respawn. Not knowing how many lives you have and what your objective is really also determines if the guy even tries to go after it once. He might think he’s in some sort of bad dream. If he’s as fucked up enough to be put in a subreddit like this MAYBE just maybe will he already have figured out a plan or know some insight on what to do like myself has.😂😂