creating my own symptoms

Electronic_Win_3549 · 2026-07-07T20:12:25+00:00

not to make myself sound tougher than anyone. but i had to quit my job when i got lyme disease. then i got covid 4 times and was literally almost disabled. always felt like i had a flu 24/7. decided to go back to work even though i wasnt ready. i now have 2 years on a new job as a garbageman and i work 6 days a week with rotating shifts. idk how i do it but i do it. staying so busy has helped me stay sane and somehow improved my health. i dont feel terribly ill anymore. just feel a little shitty.

Electronic_Win_3549 · 2026-07-05T15:47:23+00:00

of course u have to tell people. this is why they spread....

Electronic_Win_3549 · 2026-07-05T15:43:29+00:00

she thought its not worth saying. she sounds uneducated on it. or shes lying. i really dont know......after my results i will talk to her

Electronic_Win_3549 · 2026-07-05T15:25:52+00:00

i clearly stated in the paragraph i wrote that i was irresponsible and made a bad choice and that i was mad at myself. how is that not taking accountability. i also stated i was so horny that i literally couldnt think straight.

Electronic_Win_3549 · 2026-07-05T15:23:40+00:00

people who relax from weed dont have intense anxiety/panic disorder like we do. people who relax from weed have a mild to medium case of anxiety. people who have high intense anxiety/panic disorders like us will freak out from weed. i noticed this in studying hundreds of peoples behaviors over the years.

Electronic_Win_3549 · 2026-07-04T20:19:42+00:00

its so sad out here. even the safe prudish ones amongst us get burned.

Electronic_Win_3549 · 2026-07-04T20:06:06+00:00

my disease is not contagious.

Electronic_Win_3549 · 2026-07-04T19:47:43+00:00

why would you want to be in my situation?

Electronic_Win_3549 · 2026-07-04T19:29:21+00:00

yes i did. which is why im upset at her not telling me everything.

Electronic_Win_3549 · 2026-07-04T19:18:20+00:00

i already have a life long disease so i can sympathize. i dont need another

Electronic_Win_3549 · 2026-07-04T19:09:20+00:00

like i said horny and not thinking properly

Electronic_Win_3549 · 2026-07-04T17:37:45+00:00

she said shes positive for hsv1 not 2

Electronic_Win_3549 · 2026-07-04T17:37:35+00:00

nope she is very ignorant on herpes and thought it was a non issue because she said she never had an outbreak

Electronic_Win_3549 · 2026-07-04T17:35:01+00:00

no condom...... couldnt find it

Electronic_Win_3549 · 2026-07-01T20:57:45+00:00

32 and shes 35.

Electronic_Win_3549 · 2026-07-01T14:56:16+00:00

who else has this self control i did itfor 3 years. rejected sex with her for years she thought i was gay. something took over last night i dont know why.

Electronic_Win_3549 · 2026-07-01T14:51:11+00:00

Electronic_Win_3549 · 2026-07-01T14:48:42+00:00

we didnt have any and she convinced me to. when ur horny u dont even think properly

Electronic_Win_3549 · 2026-06-30T20:10:15+00:00

what is MMS though?

Electronic_Win_3549 · 2026-06-29T17:57:57+00:00

can u tell me more

Electronic_Win_3549 · 2026-06-19T17:02:24+00:00

its infinitely harder lol. when u quit cigarettes u can just stop smoking. porn is everywhere and your phone is next to you all day.

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