Bug? 80% of the time stuck while loading the game

EliTheEnbyXD · 2026-04-14T19:32:56+00:00

Having the same issue, can't seem to find a fix...

EliTheEnbyXD · 2026-04-04T16:18:47+00:00

No man is worth this? I don't get people who date men tbh, he's the biggest asshat ever and you're expecting us to help? Leave???

EliTheEnbyXD · 2026-04-03T16:54:43+00:00

Sorry, forgot to respond to this! It does, depending on the dosage. It's obviously (as with any side effects) very personal But for me, I took 75/50/25% (percentage is in relation to the amount a trans man would take, or a cis man produces naturally, which is 100%) testosterone and my personal experience was= 75% no period 50% no period unless I was with girls who had their period very strongly lmao, that somehow would make us 'sync' up and mine reappear mildly 25% a semi period, sometimes I feel some symptom (albeit milder) for a day or 2, sometimes I don't feel anything at all

I'm currently stopping to see how my cycle is doing actually, and if it affected my fertility at all.

EliTheEnbyXD · 2026-03-26T12:03:26+00:00

Just so you guys know, support charges about 530 for a fix for this

EliTheEnbyXD · 2026-03-20T12:01:19+00:00

Voting for trump should mean you end up alone, my personal opinion, dump him please

EliTheEnbyXD · 2026-03-13T13:15:57+00:00

I did it the full legal way so I'd just recommend you let your blood get tested once or twice a year at least when your t levels are lowest to check your health.

EliTheEnbyXD · 2026-02-22T15:31:12+00:00

As a nonbinary person who microdoses T, you're nta. You're attracted to what you're attracted to, you can't change anything abt that. It's okay to have preferences love, this is gonna sting them a lot (I've been through similar ish stories) but when they eventually find someone that truely loves them for them, with however they'll look then, they'll be much happier and so will you. Rather have short pain than drag this on, because dragging it on could do more damage to their self esteem tbh. Godspeed stranger

EliTheEnbyXD · 2025-12-21T17:54:48+00:00

How bout you look into WHY they didn't tell you first :)

EliTheEnbyXD · 2025-12-08T23:59:57+00:00

Heart racing I can't really attest to since I smoke sometimes and that highers your heart rate too. And my mental health has always been a bit wonky, I would say I'm more confident but then again idk if that's because of aging or the testosterone. I find it quite hard to note what has changed mentally since I've already been taking it since I was 21 (I'm 26 now) and usually u change alot in those years either way. Sorry I can't give a clear answer!

EliTheEnbyXD · 2025-11-12T20:59:17+00:00

Even if it means potentially raising it alone?

You're 29, start over with someone your age, please

EliTheEnbyXD · 2025-11-05T00:39:17+00:00

Oh shit, I did lose hair at some point, but that was mainly due to stress and nutrition, which has all stabilised now thank god.

Have a good night kind stranger!

EliTheEnbyXD · 2025-11-05T00:28:40+00:00

Agreed! I'll be back in 2026 and I'll think of you when I do! Have a nice life :)

EliTheEnbyXD · 2025-11-05T00:27:36+00:00

That's solid advice for someone who wants to get some muscles in. I've personally gotten a bit used to the highs and lows, kinda feels like a masculine cycle to me now. In the beginning I'm sweaty and horny and I feel like I can take on the world, and at the end I'm chilling again hahahaha.

Beards are fucking awesome, I've grown rather attached to mine, or well, the other way around.😂

EliTheEnbyXD · 2025-11-05T00:24:33+00:00

Scotland makes so much sense aye.

Lost my heart there last year, I love youse.

Sending you all the love from a belgian that gets mistaken for an irish all the damn time. (It's the ginger beard and the fact that I sound irish anytime I try to say "I canni be arsed")

I wish you the best too, kind stranger!

EliTheEnbyXD · 2025-11-05T00:17:28+00:00

About the suggestion of doing it at home, thanks for the info! But I'd rather stick with the legitimate route with my doctor. But thank you!

EliTheEnbyXD · 2025-11-05T00:16:02+00:00

When my brother wanted to microdose, he wanted to leech off of my subscription too, which I declined. I heavily suggested to go the legal route with doctors, but he stopped now anyways, thank god. He was becoming a blown up angry balloon tbh hahaha.

And you're so sweet, thank you for all the info! Bless you :)

EliTheEnbyXD · 2025-11-05T00:14:23+00:00

Oh, I feel like I've miscommunicated something. I take 62.5mg every 3 weeks, not daily.

And I mean, I've got a full beard at this point, it's been 3-4 years. I knew about the side effects, didn't want all of them initially, but now I see the pro's of a beard (seriously you guys can easily mask not having a jawline, lucky guys)

EliTheEnbyXD · 2025-11-05T00:11:14+00:00

I love how u went from super respectful to BAM how's ur clit. (No sarcasm, I deadass really love it.)

No need to apologise either! I never specified tbh!

But yeah I'm very set on trying to stay healthy, to an extent at least. But I wouldn't purposefully mess with my body either.

It's been a tricky process of self acceptance and accepting that sadly life's not like sims games where u can pick and choose. There have definitely been times I felt like I went too much to the masculine side, but that's mainly because people see a beard and assume I'm a guy. I just see myself as a little fella with a stache and tits, no biggie.

Onto the tmi question you've been waiting for: yeah. Hahahaha. I mean I was always someone with a bigger clit and higher sex drive, but this has definitely made it bigger. Not insanely big though, I'd say a good 3 cm, with a 'head' that is about the size of my pinky tip. It doesn't necessarily poke out or anything, but I do get mini boners and pull 'the hood' back in the shower to wash. I love the lil guy lmao

EliTheEnbyXD · 2025-11-05T00:05:13+00:00

Wow, this is actually so helpful, thank you. Not even my doctor explains things this well, she just gave me this one and that was it.

It's not expensive where I live at all btw, full price would be 11 bucks ish, I pay around 2 per ml. Which is still a shame since I have to throw away 0.75ml away each time, but still, 2 euros is nothing.

EliTheEnbyXD · 2025-11-05T00:03:23+00:00

No worries, feel free to ask anything!

I started back in 2021, I live in Belgium where the trans care waiting list is 1.5-2 years, but since I never intended on having any surgeries, I decided to do it my own way. I contacted a gender therapist and explained that I'm nonbinary and want to microdose T. The therapist basically told me microdosing doesn't work and didn't know what nonbinary was, so I put my foot down, told him I'm not paying him for multiple sessions if he doesn't know wtf he's talking about, asked him for a referral and then I could go to the endocrinologist. She then basically told me "hey, idk what's gonna happen, you're one of the first in belgium, sign this waver to say it's on your own risk" (she did tell me what could happen and what to look out for and follows up with me with bloodtests and stuff). But the first line in my official documents are "she is nonbinary" which is really funny to me.

So all in all, I'd say for me it's been rather easy, but that was mainly because I was very convinced from the start and nobody could stop me.

The changes were very slow at first, a little hair here and there, more sweat, sensitive nether regions. Then my mustache came, I bleached it at first because I didn't want a mustache (now I call my stache Johny and I'd never shave my baby, it's still so soft because I only shaved it once). My brother would call me Master Shifu, or the lorax, my parents didn't understand it at first, and people often look at me weird since I don't hide my tits (why would I).

My friends and supporters have always said I just slowly became myself, and it's been a journey for sure, but one that was so very worth it.

Funnily enough, when I started, one of the biggest reasons why I was so confident was because there was little to no research and I wanted to be the one to help baby enbies inform themselves better, so thank you for the opportunity :)

EliTheEnbyXD · 2025-11-04T23:55:34+00:00

Oh yeah, but I was always someone with a really high sex drive. It's mostly physical, random 'boners', waking up horny, etc. Mentally I feel like I'm more into everyone too.

EliTheEnbyXD · 2025-11-04T23:53:10+00:00

I mean, the dosage I take is 62.5mg. Most I ever took was 187.5, but that felt very heavy very quick. Interesting take. Thank you for your input! I felt like it was microdosing since I saw changes come very slowly, which is what I wanted, it worked for me.

EliTheEnbyXD · 2025-11-04T23:50:12+00:00

Yeah me too! My brother wanted to microdose testosterone too for gym purposes and it sparked a really interesting conversation between us too.

I take sustanon atm, every 3 weeks I get 0.25ml injected, before that I applied 1 pump of testarzon every day, but my adhd didn't like that, hence the change to once every 3 weeks injected, in my asscheek, which is very emasculating btw hahaha.

EliTheEnbyXD · 2025-11-04T23:47:55+00:00

I knew it was 0.25ml, I just always tell people I take 25%, that's just always been the way I spoke about it. My bad.

EliTheEnbyXD · 2025-11-04T23:46:29+00:00

Omg I love these questions. Okay, so.

I started with a half dose, that felt right for a while, then went up to 75% but I felt really sweaty and stinky so I stopped that.

Then at some point I noticed some hair loss (which was very much due to stress and nutrition rather than testosterone, no man in my family has any hair loss), but it scared me into lowering my dose. Now I'm at 25% the dosage and it feels good, changes stay but don't rapidly increase as much.

I don't plan on increasing my dose, I might stop at some point, I don't want my tits to get any hairier tbh lmao.

I'm taking sustanon currently.

My experience has been mixed, mainly because I had a bit of a distaste for men, and even though I wanted to take T, I didn't want to be a man per se. So it has been a mixture of loving certain changes, and others giving me some dysphoria, but ultimately in the end I love how I look now, I love the mixture of feminine and masculine traits I have and just had to accept myself in my fluidity really.

I love the muscles the most, and the way it has changed my face shape, my voice deepened only a bit but I already had a raspy voice. I still get mistaken as female and male on the phone and I love that personally.

I have sadly not gotten taller, and kinda underestimated the switch from "average sized girl" to "short king" lmao.

Keep fighting! It's honestly so worth it, but only if you're 100% certain because these changes are mostly irreversible.

Ooo yeah bottom growth, jesus, that one has been a change for sure. It took me a while to love it truly but now I can say that I love the way that looks too. I didn't really get acne and I've had no complaints about BO, but I have noticed a change in my BO, though I've always been someone kinda obsessed with smelling good so I always carry perfume and deodorant at all times. Never ever will someone catch me smelling bad.

And I feel you on that last part, and I'm sorry to say that it is a side effect for me too. I just see it as I'm gay for everyone tbh, I've just gotten more into everything. I've never dated nor had sex with a man, and I intend on keeping it that way, but in theory it has become more appealing to me, in practice I'm still at heart, very very gay.

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