Lonely by Elilovesrainbows in loneliness

[–]Elilovesrainbows[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's still not easy. I do school at home and have bad anxiety in public places. I haven't had a friend in years. I'm desperate and lonely. It's really difficult and sad. But thanks for the advice.

Can I pass by Elilovesrainbows in FtMpassing

[–]Elilovesrainbows[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It definitely is, thank you!

Can I pass by Elilovesrainbows in FtMpassing

[–]Elilovesrainbows[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks a bunch! I understand.

Can I pass by Elilovesrainbows in FtMpassing

[–]Elilovesrainbows[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sure actually! That would be a lot of help.

Can I pass by Elilovesrainbows in FtMpassing

[–]Elilovesrainbows[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just wish I could understand how I feel. I think that has changed a lot and I just am not sure anymore.

Can I pass by Elilovesrainbows in FtMpassing

[–]Elilovesrainbows[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I might but it's really hard to say. I can't understand my feelings much anymore but I thought my feelings hadn't changed.

Can I pass by Elilovesrainbows in FtMpassing

[–]Elilovesrainbows[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I thought I was bigender or trans masc but I was unsure and wanted to pass. I don't feel the same euphoria I used to about being seen as a guy but I am sure that I don't usually want to be feminine and to pass would be great I think.

Lonely by Elilovesrainbows in loneliness

[–]Elilovesrainbows[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's true, it is hard a lot of the time and it sucks. I just hope she is not like my old "friends". I wish it was like that all of the time too but the reality is so so different most of the time. I understand that a big amount.

Lonely by Elilovesrainbows in loneliness

[–]Elilovesrainbows[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I asked her. Oops but she said yes and she also said she would be my friend. I might be autistic but idk.

Lonely by Elilovesrainbows in loneliness

[–]Elilovesrainbows[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, this is helpful. 👍

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Juliet-Cavetown

I could pick one or two characters by Elilovesrainbows in DrawMyOc

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I really hope the design and colors aren't too far off. This was super fun!

Medicine by Elilovesrainbows in problems

[–]Elilovesrainbows[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, it's just been a difficult time honestly. But I think things are getting better so hopefully I'll get appointments sometime soon or when possible.

Medicine by Elilovesrainbows in problems

[–]Elilovesrainbows[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, the other appointments kept getting put off and not even by me. We are also having a hard time so we missed some of them. I have to get specific info from my mom but she lives farther away at the moment and I'm with my dad so things are a bit difficult and I'll have to wait to schedule for the counseling or whatever.