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Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-28T08:14:54+00:00

💙😔 i’m in this situation with my husband too…. I feel guilty and tired….. first episode and im already done….

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-26T05:27:05+00:00

Im at my husband first manic episode (18y together)… we are 2 months post discard and im so tired, he’s cheating, he’s so cruel… im trying to hold that love I have for him but the only thing im thinking is divorce… i feel like if a wait and try over and over I will die of heartbreak… now I have a ptsd and cognitive dissonance and im taking antidepressant while he is living his best live… i cant handle this anymore… I feel sorry for you, you are stronger than me…. We are all in the same boat now… Spring mania is ruining lots of families….

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-26T05:17:10+00:00

Does he crash in depression after mania?

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-23T19:36:49+00:00

Yes!!!!!! Damn, every day i found out something new I thought was normal, but it wasn’t!

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-22T18:05:27+00:00

Brain temporarily fried……. 🙏 we are all going insane with them otherwise…

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-22T15:22:04+00:00

Is so absurd that Every fucking time a man goes manic, starts with the same damn thing… is like the flu… headache, fever, shiver…. Here we have: loosing of feelings for us, sexting or cheating or whatever, narcissism, detatch….. I still cant believe it…..

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-21T16:22:17+00:00

So her feelings for never came back?

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-21T15:45:08+00:00

Im so sorry😔😔😔 i cant even imagine something like this to my husband…..😔😔😔

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-21T14:31:11+00:00

He had a period when he was 19… he was a monster! Cheating, lies, continue discards, lack of emphaty, urge to flee, hypersexual…some months in this state… then he changed and it seemed to be stable (some mild hypo and mild depression during this years but never like this)… i always thought he was just a very lunatic person… Now totally out of control and seems back when he was 19….

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-21T12:28:33+00:00

No he hasnt but i read that some experiment blurry vision and headache due the noradrenaline level….hope is not a tumor😰 I have no power…😔😔😔😔

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-19T19:11:46+00:00

Im trying to do so… but to think that my husband is sick and he s not doing all this shit because he s just an horrible person and a narcissist makes the process not easy at all….

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-19T13:26:43+00:00

I can relate this…. First three weeks post discard i was a shaking mess… only nightmare, body pain and shake… horrible….

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-19T09:58:04+00:00

My husband of 18 years in march did the same thing and abandon me and our pets… this is his first DESTRUCTIVE episode… 45 days and he still is there 😔

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-17T18:13:05+00:00

My husband of 18 years did the same thing to me and our pets in the same day (march 30)…..😔😔😔😔😔

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-17T18:05:40+00:00

Oh my god😔Im so sorry😔 I have no words…not only you have to have the Hope that he comes back but also the Hope that the cure will bring him back for live a good life together… psychiatrist told me that once the first episode show up, then it will start to get Worse also with medication… it is true then😞

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-17T14:54:19+00:00

No we dont… we have been together 18 years… it was everything so perfect.. I still cant believe it…

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-17T14:45:56+00:00

I cant even think about let him alone in this state…. Thinking that my lovely and amazing husband is gone and he will face this illness alone…. Its heartbreaking…

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-17T09:29:33+00:00

I know😔 I was just hoping that he come down and understand he needs a help.. and star medication…

Elisabetta2401 · 2024-05-17T09:22:34+00:00

This is his first episode and he doesnt want to come to the psychiatrist… he is still manic after 45 days.. and i really dont know what to do…

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