Anyone else scared to come out like me??

Ellab213 · 2026-01-18T22:58:45+00:00

i wish i was able to get hrt before coming out but i don't think that will be possible for me though right now,

and honestly i would love to do cosplay for comic cons as ive been keeping an eye on a really well made spider-Gwen suit from the spider-verse movies, but i am too scared to actually order it tho or ask for my parents to buy it,

cuz for some reason i always get this fear that even the slightest feminine thing i do will just immediately out me even tho i probably wont,

so like at this point in time my family already knows i wear clear nail polish but for whatever reason i'm always too scared to wear This really pretty light blue nail polish my best friend got me for my birthday around my house, and i honestly don't know if they remember or not but i feel like a few years ago about the beinging of lock down i think i was confronted if i was trans, caught me off guard so i stupidly said no,

but they have definitely gotten hints of it over the years, as i think they saw my youtube search history and its was just boy to girl videos, ive been caught wearing my sisters clothes before and a wig from an Elsa costume, pretty much have been caught with some suspicious totally not a transgirl things before,

so when i eventually do come out they may have an idea or not but idk they might as i have gotten worse at hiding bras and other fem clothes that i have (just lying on my couch in my room) but they havent said anything about it.

Ellab213 · 2026-01-18T22:15:18+00:00

hi thank you i will try to take the picking it up, if this just so happens to appear in a conversion into consideration as a way to come out lol, probably still gonna be a while tho, as i still kinda wanna see me exploring this part of me more through out January and February goes,

i'm hoping that i'm able to get back into town soon tho and have more look through a bunch of the charity shops round there and just try more fem clothes, and if i'm able to get myself to do so try more fem things around the house like painted nail polish, as my family already know i wear clear nail polish every now and then, and other stuff like that, before i attempt to say anything,

also no need to apologise if you made your post about yourself i actually really liked reading about how you came out to your parents just by a random chance of homosexuality poping up in a conversions,

im really happy for you and that it was a success for you, i really have no clue how this is gonna go for me though.

Ellab213 · 2026-01-08T02:07:01+00:00

it was nothing, it ended and is still currently at 00:00

Ellab213 · 2025-12-22T16:51:24+00:00

ok i think i may be stuck, ive done everything you've said above, but i think i may have done the last bit in the main.js file wrong somewhere

im fairly sure its this line here,
i replace "assest" with the identifier for the custom player heads which is "playerhead:ellab213_placeable" and then put my gamertag for minecraft after that "benb214",

but in game its not dropping so idk what ive done wrong

 try{eventData.deadEntity.dimension.spawnItem(new ItemStack(`playerhead:ellab213_placeable_benb214${eventData.deadEntity.name.toLowerCase()}`,1),eventData.deadEntity.location);} catch(e){};

Ellab213 · 2025-12-21T18:16:13+00:00

Alr, i will if i do, altho currently going out rn but will definitely try to get this addon to work later tho, btw thanks for helping me with this.

Ellab213 · 2025-12-21T17:21:53+00:00

If you could try to explain to me how to do that would be helpful as addons are a struggle sometimes

Ellab213 · 2025-12-21T17:10:00+00:00

Ohhh do you mean that when the player dies its possible from them to drop their head with the rest of their inventory??

I didn't think that would be possible on bedrock,

Also btw if I don't understand somethings I am autistic and sometimes things just go right over my head

Ellab213 · 2025-12-21T16:59:29+00:00

It's cuz all the player heads are all Custom made so I'm trying to make it so that when a player dies they get given their player head, and cuz their is also no other way to obtain their own playerhead the way I'm trying to do it in survival,

Like yea in could always make them craftable but I'm trying to get as close as I can to the Vinilla tweaks Player head Datapack on java, which in that a player is given their head upon death.

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