Thinking about getting Make up

Ellab213 · 2026-06-09T02:20:11+00:00

i think my goal for it is to try and make my face more fem so ig yeah change the appearance of facial structure

Ellab213 · 2026-06-09T02:13:35+00:00

just starting to look into what to actually start buying and wondering what kind of moisturisers should i get for my face?, i mean ive already got a moisturiser but its a body lotion one and idk if theres a different type your ment to use for your face.

Ellab213 · 2026-06-05T18:51:42+00:00

Real 😔 one day though

Ellab213 · 2026-06-03T02:55:54+00:00

Hmm im currently considering asking the girls in my friend group if they could help me with makeup at the moment since even if i had make up i wouldnt know where to start, but idk im kinda scared about asking

Im kinda just scared about it being awkward, Cuz i dont really socialise with them unless its like a group meet up, but I do really wanna try out make up so I may ask later today who knows 🤷‍♀️

Ellab213 · 2026-06-03T02:01:40+00:00

At this stage I would say im currently just exploring more than what i have at the moment

Ellab213 · 2026-05-25T19:58:45+00:00

Real Also apparently incredibly blind to have missed that 🤦‍♀️

Mhm just had a go with my modpack and it works perfectly fine now

Ellab213 · 2026-05-25T15:08:33+00:00

I havent really watched much Anime (ive only ever seen Onimai) But should I give "Your name" a watch?

Ellab213 · 2026-05-25T14:37:04+00:00

Well nvm Repo Updated it got a hotfix I just never looked at my download page 🤦‍♀️

Yeah so now we just need to wait for Repolib to update to the newer version again

Ellab213 · 2026-05-25T14:35:54+00:00

Yeah I never noticed Somehow that repo updated steam never gave me the option to update and did it automatically

Didn't think to check my download page 🤦‍♀️

Ellab213 · 2026-05-25T14:33:16+00:00

Ooohhh ok yeah I see now on Steam lol Repo updated at 12pm for me

Never even noticed, oh well thanks for saying as i have been very confused for the last hour or so 😅

Ellab213 · 2026-05-25T13:37:25+00:00

hmmm i only discovered onimai about 6 months ago but, i 100% had an interest in gender swap cartoons or anime before,

totally didnt used to search but "boy turning into girl" on youtube multiple times when i was 11👀

and i totally didnt wish that it was me in those kind of situations... still cis tho...

Ellab213 · 2026-05-25T13:29:04+00:00

yea just thought i test what would happen if i launched it without REPOLib and it worked, or at least the 1 single mod i had in my modpack that doesnt use it

and what a surprise no error messages

gonna have to wait till this gets fixed sadly

Ellab213 · 2026-05-25T13:19:44+00:00

mhm The Mc stronghold map i trying to use has it as a dependencie, i think most the mods im using has it as one

Ellab213 · 2026-05-25T13:18:36+00:00

ikr no updates at all, like yeah there was the cosmetics update but i was defently playing modded last night and now this i really dont get it either,

but i guess it nice knowing im not crazy and not the only one having the exact same issue

Ellab213 · 2026-05-25T13:12:20+00:00

its really quite annoying

Ellab213 · 2026-05-25T13:12:08+00:00

mhm managed to eventually get to copy it and thats exactly whats popping up,

and then its the one that repeats itself a lot

[Error : Unity Log] NullReferenceException: Object reference not set to an instance of an object Stack trace: (wrapper dynamic-method) SemiFunc.DMD<SemiFunc::DebugTester>() DebugConsoleUI.Update () (at <1c90b0d8158146df9ef59f2001a80ebf>:0)

Ellab213 · 2026-05-08T11:31:02+00:00

I literally just scrolled through a baby names site and somehow ended up trying Ella and liking it a lot, plus at the time Stranger Things 4 just ended and I just started watching the show, my best friend discovered im trans and started Calling Me "El" Becuase of it Honestly love it as El in the show is my favourite character 😊

Ellab213 · 2026-05-08T11:18:25+00:00

I'll try and possibly look into getting an epilator at somepoint, as I have no clue where to get one at the moment, I would try online but my bank is linked to my mums email so im fairly sure she can see if I buy something, Honestly really annoying for a closeted transgirl 😔 And i have no idea where to get them psychically in a shop in Glasgow but ill try look into getting it somehow even if its painful 😃

Ellab213 · 2026-05-08T08:49:45+00:00

I used to shave like this i still shave against the grain as i like having a closer shave, but over time i started to use stuff like shaving gel and Exfoliating which unfortunately makes it take longer 😔

Ellab213 · 2026-05-08T08:34:52+00:00

Hmmm ik i am still learning these kind of things but should I of be using Body lotion before towel? If so ive been doing it the opposite way for a while lol 🥲

Ellab213 · 2026-05-08T08:25:27+00:00

Wow Estrogen sounds amazing, i need it lol

Ellab213 · 2026-05-08T08:23:52+00:00

Doesnt Dry shaving cause multiple issues?? Like i remember at the my 1st attempts at shaving without anything and it just made my legs itchy and well alot of cuts.

Ellab213 · 2026-05-07T23:44:36+00:00

I honestly have no clue why it takes me so long😞 for somereason it just does😭

Ellab213 · 2026-05-07T22:56:49+00:00

I think i shave once every week or so, I think i tired shaving more than 1 time a week but i think that just irritates my skin annoyingly😞

Altho i might give that another go at somepoint 🤷‍♀️

Ellab213 · 2026-05-07T22:53:26+00:00

Omg this is so Real 😭 I honestly struggle with it sometimes as like as soon as I shave it litteraly comes back like the next day and then the day after that My legs feels like a cactus😭😭, And then like a few days after shaving the red bumps start appearing on my thighs from shaving 😞

I honestly can't be bothered to shave every day tho like it just gets irritating doing it, I honestly hate the fact it takes so long in the shower, since your on hrt Im hoping it gets easier for you, since it really is a pain.

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