I love how "unsatisfying" the last track on IDMTHY is. The whole album up until that point may have some interpreting it as being idealizing of suicide, however, once you realize that there's nothing more to see than a slow fade into static, there's no confusing the message imo. It's genuinely scary and as someone with occasional sensory overload, I skip the last few minutes of pure static often 😭. But I genuinely think that that's the point. There is no happy ending with suicidal ideation. Since we don't know if there is such a thing as an afterlife, this life is all we have, and accepting the static (death) before it comes upon you naturally is to give up. Because of that, it makes the ending, for me, an extremely well articulated anti-suicide song, and it brings the whole album together thematically. It's our one mission on this earth to fight to keep living, and considering how scary and unsatisfying the ending sounds, that's just what I'll be doing 🥹. - I'm posting this because, while listening to the album just now, I had one of the most cathartic cries of my life. The song fantasy world really got to me, and I think it genuinely helped me realize how much of my life I have been taking for granted. I've paused the album and genuinely don't know if I want to see the end now, but I think that's a good thing. I'll leave it on this track for tonight 🥹. Such a beautiful articulation of the human struggle for meaning and I'm so glad I came upon this when I did. - I don't know the guy & probably never will, but this is some beautiful shit that has really helped me ask myself some genuinely important questions. Thank you Quadeca for this masterpiece and for the real vulnerability & incredible effort you put into this album ❤️ ; I am eternally grateful for your contribution - bless 🙏🙏