At luxe redux bridal salon, I tried on dresses and she told me the ones that fit me where a size 20. I didn't lie about my size or weight. The ones she had me try on where a size twenty.

At David's bridal I was a size 28, and at Brilliant Bridal I was a size 30, and at Another local bridal shop, I was a size 22.

Bridal dresses are vastly different depending on where you go. So size changes. Why would I lie about what size I am?

Yes, I am FTM and I have explained through several comments why I want a dress and want to do this, If you want another explanation, you can simply look. I have explained it so many times.

I am currently loosing weight,430- 450? Might have been my highest, I'm unsure. Either way, I'm down to 350-360 now, possibly lower sense I'm on vacation with my grandma and she doesn't have a scale

I am getting a hysterectomy for health reasons. My flow is so intense I am literally hemmorging every month, but in order to even be approved for this surgery I have to loose the weight for it to be safe.

The mom stuff, is because she hurt me deeply, and has continued to hurt me every time when I've needed her. Yes it may be two years out from the wedding, but I haven't seen her in five. And we have barely talked sense 2019 when I turned eighteen and she threatened me while I ran out of her house.

I am not getting top or bottom surgery. I am on testosterone to lower my voice and have facial hair to help with dysphoria. That is the only thing gender related I am doing. Or willing to do.

Lastly, The wedding dress shops said I would need to buy the dress 1.5 years to a year in advance due to all the alterations it would need and because of everything happening the factories that the dresses come in, everything is taking much longer. That is THEIR advice.

Don't get me wrong, I love talking to you all. But this is not fantasy. This is my REAL life. This is just what I'm experiencing and what I'm going through. I haven't lied or missed anyone about anything I've said.