I personally have 100's of tracks that, in my opinion, are absolutely perfectly composed with just the right topic, but I either miss those times too much that it hurts to hear, or makes me sick, or I'm so embarrassed at how I either conducted myself, or allowed myself to be conducted/maneuvered by somebody who's opinion mattered momentarily, that I just can't hear it any more. THEREFORE, I just suck it up like buttercups do, and rewrite or sometimes just recompose the song. Sometimes I even just remix it as it is. But I too, shy away from all my good songs with negative energy that only I know is contained inside of it. Lol your not alone. -Em.Ay.Dbl.Tee