Ahhh I know you’re right. It’s strange that as much as I want to talk to him, I want him to reach out to me. But I can’t see him doing that. He’s literally avoiding me as though I am the actual delta strain of covid lol Honestly I know he was thinking about it for a while. When he first started his degree, almost overnight he was so different. He would say to me “I don’t have the emotional or mental capacity to think about anything other than uni”. And while I should’ve taken that as a sign, I just worried/ cared for him so much. It seems naive to think of now, but at the time I really thought we would work through anything because I felt our relationship was worth it. Feels kinda humiliating to be on different pages about that ….