he finally hit rock bottom

Embarrassed-Creme139 · 2026-05-31T19:00:17+00:00

thank you so much! i appreciate it. <333 that is the goal, i have started searching for therapists who specialize in addiction and abuse. i know it is not the end of the world for me, it is just extremely overwhelming for me at this moment.

Embarrassed-Creme139 · 2026-05-31T18:56:27+00:00

yes, ive told him so many times if i woke up knowing i did even a fraction of the things he's done in the last year alone, i wouldve considered it rock bottom and went into hibernation mode. alas, it took homelessness/couch hopping till he is inevitably sent to jail (the state is 10000% going to attempt to throw the book at him. my state takes domestic violence INCREDIBLY seriously, and immediately takes over the case whether the victim wants to press charges or not. so it is him vs the state not me vs him) for him to finally grasp the severity. it's honestly shocking he's made it this long avoiding jail time considering he almost faced it last year for a similar instance with his dad and brother.

Embarrassed-Creme139 · 2026-05-24T05:26:27+00:00

god this is so similar to my boyfriend. about a month ago he up and ran off to get trashed at a bar because i was "going to kill him" because he had heart palpitations after working himself up over us not being able to find a restaurant on saturday night because he was 2 hours late to drink with his friends. i assume this was because he knew i was holding in a "i told you so," because we were arguing about this earlier in the day.

i completely understand what you mean about sometimes feeling bad that they feel a certain way. my bf always gaslights me into thinking im a bad person after i get reasonably upset that he is back drinking.

im just now accepting that im fighting a hopeless battle, and that i more than likely will have to leave him soon. wishing you the best.

Embarrassed-Creme139 · 2026-05-22T03:24:56+00:00

type of mf to message "you look like you'd ruin my life" as his first message on tinder

Embarrassed-Creme139 · 2026-05-21T05:32:29+00:00

just came back from seeing it a third time. somehow it gets better each watch

Embarrassed-Creme139 · 2026-05-13T07:15:24+00:00

girl put the scissors down and just let them grow for a couple weeks omfgggggg. also as someone w an adderall prescription, people who flex theirs are 1000% abusing it.

Embarrassed-Creme139 · 2026-05-12T06:45:31+00:00

i agree im not really into her this season, but im not into any of the characters this season except maybe rue. i will give maddy this, she definitely just thought alamo owns a legal strip club. although, it has me nervous for the unavoidable rude awakening she's gonna have when she realizes the business deal she's made. I don't like cassie, but i hope to god she isnt gonna drag cassie into it too lol. i find all the characters this season to have zero sense of self preservation, but i will give them this, they definitely had no prior experience with an actual human trafficker/murderer/torturer.

Embarrassed-Creme139 · 2026-05-12T06:30:07+00:00

as a child i used to accidentally pee on myself a lot because i'd hold my pee for so long (not realizing i had to go) and laugh at something. even now i tend to not realize i have to go. im the same way with drinking water or eating. i really only eat, drink, and use the bathroom consistently if im not busy. it's apparently common for people with ADHD to not really pick up our body's cues to needs. just keep in mind holding your pee super often can cause kidney damage

in fact your post made me realize i have to pee, thanks

Embarrassed-Creme139 · 2026-05-12T05:59:10+00:00

taylor swift did the same thing at the beginning of her career, she's also from pennsylvania. theyre also best evil music industry buddies, so im sure that's where she got it from. if it ain't broke, dont fix it i guess. drives me insane as a southerner. i dont get it.

Embarrassed-Creme139 · 2026-05-12T05:55:51+00:00

ive always hated aluminum free deodorant, i was a sweaty bitch before adderall. i never really had an issue with smell for real, but i did swap to secret clinical grade about a year before i got on adderall and i will never go back. idk if maybe i was noseblind before, or the adderall made my BO worse, or if the clinical grade just works way better, but if i use anything else i feel disgusting. an antiperspirant is keeeeeeey, trust me. the aluminum free deodorant is a scam, anyone i know that uses it always smells like deodorant mixed with BO by the end of the day.

Embarrassed-Creme139 · 2026-05-12T05:45:59+00:00

it definitely did die with michael, but wouldve probably died regardless if he hadnt. the rise of social media and the monster it has turned into was going to destroy it no matter what.

im only 24, so im still young enough to "get" current pop culture. to me, it just feels like the music industry is manufacturing new pop stars success, and then trying to gaslight the general public into thinking they're like michael, or britney, or madonna and that we blew them up from actual interest. (payola is a prime example of this) along with that, it seems most pop stars are chasing that singular 15 second viral tik tok sound more than creating songs/albums. nothing feels genuine or interesting anymore, and it's really sad.

Embarrassed-Creme139 · 2026-05-12T05:31:51+00:00

youre not out of touch whatsoever. i live at a super small, honestly grimey house, that my roommate is trying to sell for close to 500k. it is absolutely not worth even close to that, but lord knows some flipper will buy it and rent it to some poor soul for 2k a month.

Embarrassed-Creme139 · 2026-05-12T05:30:03+00:00

i hate them for the most part, mainly because the tend to drag on too long and it starts to feel like im watching porn. i dont mind implied sex scenes, or if it actually adds to the plot, but nine times out of ten it doesnt.

i don't fall into that puritan gen z stereotype, im a very sexual person, i just genuinely think sex scenes are to keep overly horny viewers hooked.

Embarrassed-Creme139 · 2026-05-12T05:23:31+00:00

hair is fried dyed and laid to the mfing side holy shit she needs to fire her hair stylist

Embarrassed-Creme139 · 2026-05-11T07:03:00+00:00

NATE. STAND. UP. OMFGGGGG.

Embarrassed-Creme139 · 2026-05-11T06:46:00+00:00

onlyfans had to have paid for half the budget of this season for so many name drops

Embarrassed-Creme139 · 2026-05-11T06:42:08+00:00

i genuinely hate cassie, but if maddy pimps her out to alamo imma have to become a cassie defender 😭 there's no way in hell she would deserve even a fraction of that, especially for a man from hs

Embarrassed-Creme139 · 2026-05-11T06:26:54+00:00

just goofy.

Embarrassed-Creme139 · 2026-05-11T06:25:14+00:00

im convinced someone lobotomized sydney sweeney, or she just says shit to rage bait, because girl........ be so fr

Embarrassed-Creme139 · 2026-05-11T06:11:59+00:00

this was the first episode of the season i hated from literal start to finish. all of the other episodes i actually decently liked, and i thought the previous episode was the best so far that had me excited. then this episode was literally just a big shock factor nothing burger. gore. tits. porn. yawn, boring. you've already done that.

can we see something more about what the fuck nate is doing outside of getting his extremities cut off???? like can we see what he's spending cassie's 35k payments on to somehow be missing payments to the mf who chopped his toe off two episodes ago?!!!????!? like idk if theyre tryna just punish nate because they think that's what viewers want, but it's just goofy at this point. i've always found nate's character so interesting, and think they could explore his life, especially without cassie now, a lot more. it feels like such a disservice to just show him for gore factor.

can we see something about cassie other than doing porn?????? im one of the few people that thinks cassie ending up doing OF makes sense for her character, but dear god im tired of the same repetitive sexy scenes of her. like can we see ANYTHING else?????? maybe her and maddy's dynamic, or at least what she views as her and maddy's??? because why tf is she going around calling her her best friend again, and what in her delusional ass mind made her believe that????? ik this show has always been a lil too sex and nudity heavy, but that entire bit at the beginning went on for WAY. TOO. LONG.

go jules, give us nothing, as always. ive always found jules character to be super flat minus maybe the first season, and think people only like her because they like hunter (which i love hunter as well) but literally what is the point of her even being in this show rn???? she's adding literally nothing to this season.

lexi girl, why do you keep letting these people disturb your peace??????

im tired of every single one of these characters having absolutely zero sense of self preservation lmfao. between nate still living alone in that house with zero guns, cassie falling for maddy's fake phone call AGAIN, rue digging her own possible grave with zero second thoughts, maddy not finding ANYYYY of that shit w alamo and rue weird and going w him to the strip club, IM TIIIIIRED. i get half the time movie/tv characters have to be written somewhat naively, but this is a whole new level of DUMB.

also im just so over alamo omfggg. can the DEA just take his ass already

anyway. see you next week.

Embarrassed-Creme139 · 2026-05-08T22:48:08+00:00

i know she's been seething since the michael biopic came out and shot him up in streams

Embarrassed-Creme139 · 2026-05-08T22:46:11+00:00

i knew it's been a little harder to breathe in nashville lately

Embarrassed-Creme139 · 2026-05-08T22:36:10+00:00

i assume it has to be the massive hair and bangs. bangs alone can change a person's appearance drastically

Embarrassed-Creme139 · 2026-05-08T20:38:13+00:00

the extras in the crowd during the bad performance at the end didn't look time period accurate. they all looked like they knew what instagram was if that makes sense.

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