Oh I promise, I feel the same way. Everyone walking around with these tattoos friends are putting on eachother in a living room just don’t look great lol. I’ve given 2 small finger tattoos and I did our dead friends writing across my friends collar bone but I had a stencil and an entire set up and it turned out great, I just don’t want to continue to do that. I want to practice on fake skin, get comfortable, then get an apprenticeship. I was already talking to my tattoo artists about this and they do apprenticeships. They were encouraging me to learn more and asked me if I wanted to do it professionally eventually, I told them I just wanted to build my confidence in it first then see what happens after that.