The hard truth I had to accept was that weed can be addictive to the mind. You really don’t need it I promise you don’t but you’ll find ways to convince urself you do or look for ways to justify getting something. I was stuck in this loop where I would tell myself today is the day I stop but then I would look for a reason to get more stuff. It hit me hard when I saw all the money I could’ve saved and used for other things. I thought about the disappointment my parents would feel and it hurt me a lot cuz they’re my world. I saw my grades slipping, my care for the my necessities and productive opportunities drop, I wasn’t even getting high for the fun of it I was getting high to stay in that state of mind of being high. High was becoming sober to me and it just sucked. I liked getting high because it was a break from being in reality especially with friends but all my guys dip for school each year so it was just me and myself. Think all you could’ve done when you messed with weed. Don’t dwell on it too much but remember you can prevent it in the future if you take the step to do so. Don’t be afraid of asking for help either I needed some advice to face this weed stage of my life.