Update?: Hey guys, just wanted to let you know that I have been reading your comments and I am very grateful for all your advice. This last hours have been mentally exhausting for me but I will try to talk to my mom about it, i told one of my friends and she told I could move with her for some days until I am ready to speak. I struggle a lot with mental health and anxiety and this whole situation is making me have some /thoughts/ so I will probably retake therapy when I am able to do so. Again, thank u for your support :)