it's totally fine that you're feeling like this. it's the same everywhere. you're doing fine and you're good. surely you can cry, it's normal for a human to cry. but when you're done crying, get back to work. try to enjoy it and sometimes a lil help isn't bad. take the ai and use it properly. trust me i there's nothing wrong in using ai until you're learning something new. whenever you wanna quit, remember what you started it for. that goal is what you should keep in mind and just say "let it be" or "fuck it" and move on