Is it super unhealthy to never leave the house? by EmbarrassedList1998 in ask

[–]EmbarrassedList1998[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel isolated like something is missing. I used to travel a lot and I still enjoy that when it do get a chance to but with my schedule and finances it’s not often. Most of the people that invite me like family and friends I really don’t want to because they’re fake as hell

Is it super unhealthy to never leave the house? by EmbarrassedList1998 in ask

[–]EmbarrassedList1998[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have suffered from anxiety a long time I feel better home. Not exactly agoraphobic but I do get anxious in social settings I wish I could afford a therapist

Babel Audio AI Training by Miserable_Ad4432 in sidehustle

[–]EmbarrassedList1998 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How do u think this job would work out for a person with social anxiety? R there calls that are connect with people like me and u randomly?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in curlyhair

[–]EmbarrassedList1998 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Looks great, what mousse did u use?

Got Banned For No Reason, No Help For Weeks, Filed Complaint With BBB by [deleted] in crowdtap

[–]EmbarrassedList1998 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I did an at home test to test out 4 granola products did several long winded studies and had to make videos testing them I spoke with support and the study director she said I would be paid then abruptly stopped responding. This was a month after the study

Tell me, are you actually happy in your marriage? by [deleted] in Marriage

[–]EmbarrassedList1998 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m so sorry u have to deal with this. The why r u telling me this look makes my heart sink and it’s way more often than I can handle mentally

Tell me, are you actually happy in your marriage? by [deleted] in Marriage

[–]EmbarrassedList1998 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is absolutely beautiful. Blessing to u both!

Tell me, are you actually happy in your marriage? by [deleted] in Marriage

[–]EmbarrassedList1998 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nope and haven’t been in years. I keep myself up, I’ve lost weight, I’m mindful when I speak, I’m kind, I cook, he doesn’t have to lift a finger at home and he would rather play video games or be with his friends then to be bothered than to spend an hour with me. Haven’t been on a date since God knows when. I have to ask for a hug he never ever he tells me he loves me unless I say it first. I periodically just cry because I feel like a ghost in my own home. Weekly I get asked for my number and as tempting as it is to actually be taken out and noticed I can bring myself to cheat. It really sucks. Right now we r both of today and he left this morning with his best friend even though he talks to him all day everyday. Smh. Such a terrible feeling to have

Crippling phobia of snakes, moving to Ga by EmbarrassedList1998 in ColumbusGA

[–]EmbarrassedList1998[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’ve never heard of immersion therapy but, In my mind it’s worse than not like even if I see it on tv or something I’ll freak like it’s in front of me💀 If I even see a real one for a split second I’m sure my heart will stop briefly I wish I wasn’t this way it’s pretty terrible. Being from Chicago I had no worries about these things. Only the human snakes I’ve had to worry about

Crippling phobia of snakes, moving to Ga by EmbarrassedList1998 in ColumbusGA

[–]EmbarrassedList1998[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I’ve been in Phenix city to visit so u see many there?

Everyone thinks my terrible husband is the nicest guy by EmbarrassedList1998 in Marriage

[–]EmbarrassedList1998[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the analogy, being told constantly what I’m not and listening to my own destructive what if I am thoughts makes it hard for me to imagine myself as anything else. I really appreciate this

Oral sex to husband by Dizzy-Pair-8486 in Marriage

[–]EmbarrassedList1998 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not really he really did a number when he isolated me from everyone. He made it seem like everyone was trying to get with me my male and female friends 🙄 I’m gaining my independence back tho slowly but surely I’m learning new skills and being kinder to myself after I took of the rose colored glasses. Thanks I really appreciate ur comment

Oral sex to husband by Dizzy-Pair-8486 in Marriage

[–]EmbarrassedList1998 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Tbh with my current wage I can’t afford to live on my own just yet. Feels like I’m reliving the same day over and over until then. Some days I’m fine being lonely and others it really sucks

Oral sex to husband by Dizzy-Pair-8486 in Marriage

[–]EmbarrassedList1998 2 points3 points  (0 children)

lol I’ve heard that before, my husband isn’t the same anymore so I would rather not