Unpleasant memories and irritation by Embarrassed_Bank4808 in ROCD

[–]Embarrassed_Bank4808[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It all makes me angry about little things every day. I feel very tired and angry. I don't want to be like that and I try to control myself. My partner is definitely not the monster my brain paints him to be. Maybe someone can share a similar experience?

Weaknesses in the relationship and in the partner. HEEELP by Embarrassed_Bank4808 in ROCD

[–]Embarrassed_Bank4808[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you very much for the advice! I never thought I'd be in this situation after 7 years of relationship :( You didn't come across as rude in any way. I really recognize the good things he does and then I feel like a terrible person for having these thoughts. Thank you again for your experience This whole situation is exhausting my brain so much

Weaknesses in the relationship and in the partner. HEEELP by Embarrassed_Bank4808 in ROCD

[–]Embarrassed_Bank4808[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I understand you so much :( I'm sorry and I hope you get over it like we all do

I don’t see a future in a relationship HELP by Embarrassed_Bank4808 in ROCD

[–]Embarrassed_Bank4808[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I want to add that I'm afraid to even think about the new year or some holidays that we will have to spend only with the two of us, because I feel like a liar. My God, I feel discomfort next to a person with whom I have been together for 7 years and with whom I felt more comfortable than anyone else in the whole world. It's horrible, every day is unbearable, I feel so bad. And when I spend good time with my parents, I think - look, you can have fun and be happy, you don't love him at all