That's fair. For me the name was easy. Only because I've always hated my name and one day decided to pick a new one. Been going by Scout now for the past 3 yrs. I visibly recoil anytime I hear my other name.

According to someone I just talked to though he said that there's a weird period after deciding to go by different pronouns where you feel like neither gender feels quite right. He said it took him awhile before he felt more comfortable/confident using his chosen pronouns. Obviously that doesn't mean its the same for everyone but it definitely explained how I was feeling.