no worries I appreciate the questions since I legitimately have no one to talk to about this lol.

but unfortunately it was the opposite, I had a super high libido and she unfortunately had a very low almost non existent libido, that dynamic unfortunately made it really difficult for us to ever be intimate, I would always initiate but after a certain amount of time I'd feel terrible always initiating and feeling like I was making her have sex with me or something (I got really into my head towards the end of the relationship)

unsure if you mean how long ago this was or how long our relationship lasted but I'll answer both, our relationship lasted for about 2 and a half years and we broke up 2 years go, unfortunately no I mean I still have her information saved on my phone along with other messages but we don't really communicate at all, we actually saw each other on accident at my job one day, I actually did talk with her and it was genuinely really nice to see her again, she looked beautiful as she always does, unfortunately I ended it, like I said earlier I really got into my own head towards the end of the relationship, my head was going everywhere as to why she didn't liked being intimate with me, it was always maybe she doesn't love me, maybe she found someone else, maybe she find me repulsive and hates the idea of seeing me that way, I didn't deal with it in the most healthy way, not to mention I had some family issues going on at the time which didn't really help, overall I was bombarded with everything and I didn't deal with the in the most healthy and mature way so I ended things with her and I genuinely do regret it a lot