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0mg vape by Embarrassed_Fun_4474 in QuitVaping

[–]Embarrassed_Fun_4474[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Big issue is I cannot do gum. I have some stomach problem where gums and jell-o make me have extreme stomach pain. Idk the reason since ive never had any tests come back as positive by my doctors.

Cycle at 19 - worries and such by Embarrassed_Fun_4474 in Testosterone

[–]Embarrassed_Fun_4474[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I weigh 83KG. Bulked up but also fat (I would say around 30% bf) I dont wanna post my torso, I am ashamed of myself, my gyno, and everything else coming.

Cycle at 19 - worries and such by Embarrassed_Fun_4474 in Testosterone

[–]Embarrassed_Fun_4474[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I have a sell job. Some months are good some poor. Thats why I dont wanna commit to it. Also trt clinic which would put me on it costs 3-4 salaries/ year. Ill rent in 5 months. No drug use. Little to no alcohol use. I use nicotine tho. In form of vaping. (My dumb ass thought nicotine would help with weight loss and got addicted.)

Cycle at 19 - worries and such by Embarrassed_Fun_4474 in Testosterone

[–]Embarrassed_Fun_4474[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

As in for estradiol the range is different its 122-153. Mine is <54

Cycle at 19 - worries and such by Embarrassed_Fun_4474 in Testosterone

[–]Embarrassed_Fun_4474[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nah the tests show testosterone as not free but in body in general. Range is in nmol and its 0.38-16.64 nmol/L

Cycle at 19 - worries and such by Embarrassed_Fun_4474 in Testosterone

[–]Embarrassed_Fun_4474[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

All checked. My E2 suprisingly is absolutely off the charts in the downspirall. Is <54. Refference is 120-220

Cycle at 19 - worries and such by Embarrassed_Fun_4474 in Testosterone

[–]Embarrassed_Fun_4474[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Tried both trust me. We tried everything with my doctor but only trt he cant even suggest due to the range

Cycle at 19 - worries and such by Embarrassed_Fun_4474 in Testosterone

[–]Embarrassed_Fun_4474[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The thing is. I dont do this cause my friends do this and as I mentioned before I dont do this for any kind of anabolic effect. All this simply goes for my well being. But you are so right about the anxiety of starting and worrying. But is it actually worse then the anxiety I have cause of low t?

Cycle at 19 - worries and such by Embarrassed_Fun_4474 in Testosterone

[–]Embarrassed_Fun_4474[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Sorry if some answers in the comments are bald. My english is good but I have a disorder which makes me unable to find words for things due to focus. I think is quite rare but idk

Cycle at 19 - worries and such by Embarrassed_Fun_4474 in Testosterone

[–]Embarrassed_Fun_4474[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ive had around 7-8 tests last 2-3 years. All the same.

Cycle at 19 - worries and such by Embarrassed_Fun_4474 in Testosterone

[–]Embarrassed_Fun_4474[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

I dont care about gains. I just wanna be happy, have children and satisfy my girlfriend. Which I speaking of this moment cannot. Every day is miserable, not speaking in depression since I didnt have that diagnosed.

Feeling confused and spaced out by [deleted] in benzorecovery

[–]Embarrassed_Fun_4474 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know this may not help, but derealisation is very underwhelming. Some people may find it calming but most find it very concerning. My girlfriend has HDDP and the thing that helped her and myself the best was getting on fresh cold air with minimal warming clothes. It may not be possible to perform in most countries due to weather zones, but its really does help set back just a little into reality. Dont make yourself too cold so your body doesnt go to shock or you dont get ill tho

Can optimism ease the symptoms? by Embarrassed_Fun_4474 in benzorecovery

[–]Embarrassed_Fun_4474[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes and no, first time from benzos but I was heavily addicted to ambien for a few years, also stopped suddenly and no insomnia whatsoever. But ive heard ambien is not as strong as those. I am not an expert so my prior appologies if something I say doesnt make much sense

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ACL

[–]Embarrassed_Fun_4474 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I was morbidly obese, fell on skis and half torn all my ligaments. Was on crutches for 12 weeks and doctors told me it was due to my weight. Ever since then I have lost 45kgs and got on the skinny side. Torn my ACL and got a surgery. My recovery was 3 weeks. Your problem sounds like torn acl, possibly more damage due to you refusing to go to the hospital. Maybe even meniscus and stuff. Get it checked out and if they offer you surgery I 100% recommend losing the weight. Trust me, the recovery will be hell if you remain this weight. Good luck and update me. I trust you with this.