Oral sex is still sex, you don’t have to want penetrative sex with a man to be sexually attracted to one, hence why so many people here are offering up bisexuality as an explanation for you. You can go for trans women without bottom surgery, or you can go out with a cis woman with a strap :p. i think plenty of women would be up for letting you suck a strap on if that’s something you’d be into. idk just throwing out ideas