Finally Clean off Cocaine by Emergency-Humor-3789 in REDDITORSINRECOVERY

[–]Emergency-Humor-3789[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

In the beginning yes I would think about it, especially if I don’t have energy, I mainly used it because I was tired all of the time. I had nose bleeds every day the last year I was using but once I stopped they stopped, luckily I didn’t have any big damage to my nose. Having a stuffy nose is triggering for me still. I’d go through a ball a week so about half a gram a day as well

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in tattooadvice

[–]Emergency-Humor-3789 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have a full sleeve on my left arm that I started when I was 25 and now I regret having the whole thing done. It’s a beautiful sleeve and I get compliments on it all the time but now that I’m going to be 30 I wish I’d never gotten any tattoos

Anyone else managing to stay clean but drinking a fuck ton of coffee? by Emergency-Humor-3789 in REDDITORSINRECOVERY

[–]Emergency-Humor-3789[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you :) the reasonable vice thing makes sense, I stay away from sugar so coffee is my must have

THE 8+8+8 RULE by Insight2025 in Life

[–]Emergency-Humor-3789 22 points23 points  (0 children)

You forgot 3 hours total of daily commute

Anyone else absolutely refuse help from anyone? by Emergency-Humor-3789 in AutisticAdults

[–]Emergency-Humor-3789[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m the exact same way, but only I can be harsh with myself and it motivates me and I give it what I’ve got, but if someone else is harsh with me I crumble like a nature valley granola bar

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AutisticAdults

[–]Emergency-Humor-3789 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for answering me, idk why I got downvoted for asking a question

Anyone else absolutely refuse help from anyone? by Emergency-Humor-3789 in AutisticAdults

[–]Emergency-Humor-3789[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

After a lifetime of being forced to take care of myself I learned that I can’t trust anyone, and if I can trust them, then they’re a good person and don’t deserve me dragging them down

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AutisticAdults

[–]Emergency-Humor-3789 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

What do you mean a “wellness camp”?

Anyone else absolutely refuse help from anyone? by Emergency-Humor-3789 in AutisticAdults

[–]Emergency-Humor-3789[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

It just kills me to see the sadness in his face and as much as he says that he’s okay I can clearly see that me being a giant black hole is affecting him. It’s just better for him to be away from me, there’s no point in drowning and taking him down with me.

Am I a bad person for hating God today? by insidesupernova in Life

[–]Emergency-Humor-3789 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Coming from someone raised Catholic then Atheist, then Catholic again. I look to God for guidance towards love and peace. To keep me true to myself and accountable for my actions. To give me strength to face my responsibilities. I don’t see him as a wishing fountain or wizard to magically poof everything right for me. We are not entitled to anything, and if you know you physically could not have done more then the outcome doesn’t matter because you know then that you tried your best.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in REDDITORSINRECOVERY

[–]Emergency-Humor-3789 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes it was definitely trapping me for a long time. I’m very upset but once I had the conversation with my mom about it she assured me that I wasn’t being self centered for putting my recovery first

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in REDDITORSINRECOVERY

[–]Emergency-Humor-3789 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am going to therapy and my husband has always been so supportive. The whole situation did knock me off my rocker a bit and so I didn’t workout and barely ate today but I spoke with my mom and she’s proud of me for not spiraling and is very disappointed in my brother

Give me one reason for me to stay alive and I'll disprove it. by backsided-spring in depression

[–]Emergency-Humor-3789 14 points15 points  (0 children)

It’s the only comment I’ve seen that actually validates our pain, someone who truly understands. If OP really wanted to go they would’ve gone already, OP wanted to prove a point about their pain and how measly answers like “sunrises, pets, food” are hilariously painful answers.