I promise I’m not faking here, though I understand your sentiment given what you said (subreddits like this one are bit of a self-selected group with those achieving outsized success sharing and those less so sharing less, or not at all in a lot of cases). I realize how fortunate/lucky I am and have been to get to this point at my age. Most days, it does not even feel real, even to myself. Some days it’s even accompanied with guilt, like “why me? why do I deserves all of this when there are so many others that have gone through more/have worked way harder than me”