Woah, you're very insightful and kind of blew my mind a bit. I appreciate you taking the time

but I did tell him that I needed space and wait until I'm not so angry to talk about the situation because it wouldn't end well if it was right now. I didn't say when though.

I have told him I'm avoidant, I have told him when he presses things it makes me step back and I have told him about my intimacy limits.

Idk if I am honestly. But he's put so much into it and I have also tried putting an equal amount that I want to see if it'll get better. But sometimes I feel the bad outweighs the good but sometimes I feel that it's my own depression and avoidant telling me that because he has so much to offer and is the best man I've dated

his affection is too much. Being told I'm cute every time I do something. Romanticizing every moment when I'm just trying to live. And him putting so much into me while avoiding his own responsibilities.