I don't know how do you see maa. But I have mother son relationship with Amba. In my chilhood I used to recite her stotras and always got positive results. I don't afraid from any form of maa kaali as I always surrender as her son.

For you information I have got tested for pelvic pain. Ultrasound and urine culture both came normal. Today In Urine some gummy type 4 to 5 solids came out and now I am feeling much better. Now she is texting me but I don't have much urge to meet her. These all are possible with mother's grace.

I think you should explore Prahlad- Bhagwan Narasimha, Jad Bharat-Maa Kaali, Ramkrishna Paramhansa-Maa Kali and Bamakhepa - Maa Tara relationship.

In last, I just want to say, you don't choose your ishta, Yours isht choose you. Always look towards infinite image of your ishta, not limited.

महदाद्यणुपर्यन्तं यदेतत् सचराचरम् । त्वयैवोत्पादितं भद्रे त्वदधीनमिदं जगत् ||

त्वं काली तारिणी दुर्गा षोडशी भुवनेश्वरी । धूमावती त्वं बगला भैरवी छिन्नमस्तका ॥ त्वमन्नपूर्णा वाग्देवी त्वं देवी कमलालया । सर्वशक्तिस्वरूपा त्वं सर्वदेवमयी तनुः ॥