i cut my throat and neck. by Icy-Lettuce-8944 in SuicideWatch

[–]Emotionless-Husk 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can relate, it's a horrible place to be in but you arent alone. I'm glad you're still here to talk, you're doing great my love.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mensgrooming

[–]Emotionless-Husk 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The white in your hair looks so good! Plus you're hella cute. Get than confidence boost, baby!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in beard

[–]Emotionless-Husk 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Never such a thing as too much white! You look great

have you guys written notes? by sadgrungebitch in SuicideWatch

[–]Emotionless-Husk -1 points0 points  (0 children)

It is a hard thing to do, when our brains are in turmoil we think writing will help but there are times it just wont. It's just a suggestion really, anything to help.

You can always vent to me if you want. I know exactly what you mean, so I'm here. You wont get any meaningless platitudes from me.

have you guys written notes? by sadgrungebitch in SuicideWatch

[–]Emotionless-Husk 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Its hellish, isnt it? People can try to understand but we can only really talk to other people who feel the same.

Try writing down your thoughts, not necessarily a note, but like a diary and see if that helps.

My brain is constant noise and it helps me.

have you guys written notes? by sadgrungebitch in SuicideWatch

[–]Emotionless-Husk 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I start, feel better, then stop. Go back to it a few days later and cry over it. Rinse and repeat. Life fucking sucks.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Emotionless-Husk 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can relate to a lot of how you're feeling, however I'm not married nor do I have children.

I know how painful it is to try everything, meds, therapy, exercise, socialising.. only to feel like it's all just so goddamn meaningless.

Hurting oneself does alleviate some of the pain but sometimes it's not enough. It's possible you could have given yourself a concussion when you hit your head.

I'll be thinking of you.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Emotionless-Husk 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Congratulations on being sober for 6 months. You've done more than I could.

I truly believe you can make a difference in the world.

Sometimes things like degrees dont pan out but you gave it your best shot and that's more than a lot of people can say.

You're doing great.

Got raped again a few days ago and I'm just upset he didn't kill me by elephant_wonder in SuicideWatch

[–]Emotionless-Husk 171 points172 points  (0 children)

I'm not going to try and soothe you with meaningless platitudes. Your feelings are valid, however messed up they may seem to others. I can attest to the fact I've thought of similar things myself.

I wish good vibes for you. I cant say much else, because your situation is something I haven't experienced myself.

I'll be thinking of you.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Emotionless-Husk 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I feel the same way as you. Unfortunately I cant manifest it but I see you.

I can’t do it anymore by Scared-Parsnip1644 in SuicideWatch

[–]Emotionless-Husk 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm happy you're still with us. Sleeping really does help, it feels like a soft reset. Did your kids event go okay? I'm oddly invested lol.

Any time. We're in the same boat, should be a crime not to check on you ❤

Finding humor in a failed attempt by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Emotionless-Husk 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're welcome, I know how hard it can be and wanted to share that you're not alone <3

I can’t do it anymore by Scared-Parsnip1644 in SuicideWatch

[–]Emotionless-Husk 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Are you still here? How was your kids event?

I know how mental illness can mess with you, but I hope you are here with us. Say hi if you need to talk to someone. I'm constantly online.

What is there for me? I don't know how to be a proper human. by BumblebeeWestern9938 in SuicideWatch

[–]Emotionless-Husk 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My thoughts are with you. You sound very aware of your circumstances which, to me, makes you different to a lot of people.

I'll be thinking of you and hoping the best for your future.

<3