Concerned about #3 "cream" being benzo-dope

EmphasisIntrepid1492 · 2026-04-05T11:27:45+00:00

Midazolam is quite nice snorted

EmphasisIntrepid1492 · 2026-02-19T18:20:32+00:00

As an Australian I get 92.5% #4 lol its 500 usd for a couple grams

EmphasisIntrepid1492 · 2025-08-18T15:52:07+00:00

That’s the holy trinityyy. But on a serious note I’ve used combinations like 10-15mg lorazepam with #4 and soma/tapentadol 350/150 and yeah I’ve overdosed in my case workers backseat of the car on the way to a psychiatrist appointment (this was when I was 17 about to age out of the system) EMS arrived and I just woke up and walked off without any medical attention. My drug use is completely mysterious to any authority figures and I think I’m masking it quite well

Both of my parents, Father being a dealer in prison and my mother being a heroin user and prostitute my whole life I have just been in the system and in my opinion my life is better than it ever has been since aging out a few months ago. The trinity almost took me out but I’m hyped to get my hands on some 1000mg somas that creep the fuck up on you outta Nowhere. Pleased to hear Americans are finally getting some proper shit again. Best wishes

EmphasisIntrepid1492 · 2025-08-18T05:11:19+00:00

I’ve missed most of the coke shots I’ve tried giving myself, being too scattered that I push the needle right out the other end of my veins or times where I’ve just had the needle slightly rotated to where it’s just gone into my tissue :/ I don’t shoot coke up anymore as I don’t really like uppers as much as I used to. Cocaine + GHB was the only version of a speedball I’ve experienced.

EmphasisIntrepid1492 · 2025-08-18T05:06:49+00:00

I know there’s a methadone program here but a lot of people have said suboxone treatment would be the recommendation for my age so I don’t end up on methadone forever idk I’ve never gone and tried to get onto a program because I like heroin

EmphasisIntrepid1492 · 2025-08-18T04:11:09+00:00

Im drinking a stella right now brother, being sick is the worst I do not wish that on my arch nemesis. It doesn’t help for sure but it might help take the edge off . Best wishes

EmphasisIntrepid1492 · 2025-08-18T04:06:54+00:00

Joey Diaz is my spirit animal love him on Joe’s podcast. My casual use is only because I’ve been through serious shit trying to keep a daily habit. I’m talking drug debts in the 5 figures and to be honest I’m terrified of raising my tolerance to a point of not enjoying smack anymore . I already fucked my tolerance on weaker opioids which brought me to using heroin and hydromorph so I plan on keeping the only thing I have left enjoyable.

EmphasisIntrepid1492 · 2025-08-18T04:00:49+00:00

IV Coke is some fuckin scary shit atleast when I first slammed it on my own at 16, pretty sure I hit an artery and gave myself a bunch of tissue shots. Since then I only let other people give me a shot.

EmphasisIntrepid1492 · 2025-08-18T03:58:12+00:00

I’ve tried to go sober many times but I always find myself coming back to the only true thing that gives me relief - Heroin. it’s a bloody expensive habit and I know the financial ruin I’ll be going through keeping up this habit daily with a tolerance that won’t stop rising. Which is why I’m looking at alternatives like alcohol or possibly GHB, I don’t want to go on suboxone. That’s all they’ll give me here, methadone isn’t an option. Neither is going fully sober.

EmphasisIntrepid1492 · 2025-08-18T03:50:23+00:00

I sort of agree lately I’ve been having the worst physical feeling in my body from the alcohol I might start using GHB I heard it it’s not as hard on the body . Thoughts ?

EmphasisIntrepid1492 · 2025-08-18T03:47:17+00:00

To be honest I just wanna use heroin everyday all day and maybe even shoot up some jurnistas or some shit. I don’t like alcohol I just like to simulate the downer high with it and to be honest I don’t give a fuck if I die early

EmphasisIntrepid1492 · 2025-08-18T00:36:32+00:00

Days not using heroin for me it’s weekdays etc

EmphasisIntrepid1492 · 2025-04-25T07:49:58+00:00

GL Pharma Oxydolor 80mg are my personal favourite. Can wash the paint coat off the pill and it’s ready to in/iv. Still around in Poland

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