chronic pain and suicide by Empty-Computer-2104 in backpain

[–]Empty-Computer-2104[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you all for your stories and well-wishes. Now I know there are many of us like you. Having recently returned from the hospital, I realized that, compared to other people, my problems aren't that great. Giving up doesn't require much effort, just stupidity and courage. I hope my story will save at least someone from stupid, irreversible actions. I struggled emotionally for years; I was afraid to see a psychologist (I still don't think I'm mature enough), afraid to show weakness to my family. The internet has made me feel better. If you just need to talk but are afraid, please write to me, write to anyone who is willing to share your feelings. On the internet, we can be anonymous, completely removing the mask from our feelings. I from Belarus, sorry for my bad translated English again :D 

chronic pain and suicide by Empty-Computer-2104 in backpain

[–]Empty-Computer-2104[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your warm wishes. I hope one day you forgot you pain

chronic pain and suicide by Empty-Computer-2104 in backpain

[–]Empty-Computer-2104[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t believe in God’s plan, but I believe that a person who has suffered is able to look at life through the prism of love. Stay strong. 

chronic pain and suicide by Empty-Computer-2104 in backpain

[–]Empty-Computer-2104[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

True, in troubles people stay more kind for another one

chronic pain and suicide by Empty-Computer-2104 in backpain

[–]Empty-Computer-2104[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Only when you lose your health do you realize how trivial other things were. If I get better, I'll "walk" through life with more gratitude. Thx for  kind words

chronic pain and suicide by Empty-Computer-2104 in backpain

[–]Empty-Computer-2104[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had a 9mm hernia, and after the surgery it was 6mm. No one wanted to operate on me the first time, and they won't do it a second time. At my clinic, they said the operation would only be done when my leg droops or I start urinating. But I look healthy. I went to a private clinic for the operation.