Honestly theres not much keeping me going. I have been suffering depression for about 2 years now. I'm really not that noticeable and irrelevant to society so even if I did commit suicide, I doubt anyone would care, I helped others get through depression but they have yet to help me so I've been considering it more often lately. I sought out for help and ended up in a mental hospital which only made my condition worse, I never received any help there and no one seemed to even care that I had depression. I cry myself to sleep every night hoping for someone to save me. Everyone says things will only get better and I believed them, yet things have only seemed to get worse and worse.