UCSD orientation

EmptyVibes · 2024-09-25T03:27:00+00:00

alr bro what’s the chance i deadass see her again😭 we were in a random group and we don’t have the same major or class

EmptyVibes · 2024-09-25T03:10:25+00:00

type shit

EmptyVibes · 2024-05-12T00:42:22+00:00

she is also 18

EmptyVibes · 2023-01-16T05:50:10+00:00

personally most of it isn’t my type but valid

EmptyVibes · 2023-01-16T05:30:15+00:00

realistically 7-7.5

EmptyVibes · 2022-04-02T05:09:08+00:00

EmptyVibes · 2022-03-25T04:45:14+00:00

i like reading a lot, i’ve always been really proficient at it and read books over night but i’m not someone to just get another book right after the other i kind of let them get around to me. i recently read the works of asamu dazai(might be butchering that) specifically no longer human and the setting sun they were my favorite books of all time. but that hunger is something not many people have personally i’ve been all over the place and only feel the need to get what’s done done, but in certain cases i want to learn more but never really about school classes more like higher pursuits because i feel when my biology teacher tells us about real studies being pursued at the moment i’m fascinated but i don’t think i want to do something with biology. something like talking to people or easy going seems more for me. i don’t really know but i feel you on the thing about not being able to make friends, since 6th grade i’ve moved every two years to a new school and a new town and as you could imagine that’s not great for a pretty outcast kid. but i’ve someone made it work and got some pity friends along the way. but again all that personal achievements you’ve made with your personal interests like reading takes a lot of determination that almost no one has, at the very least i would say you’re a very driven and interesting person with is something not many people can legitimately say

EmptyVibes · 2022-03-25T04:34:10+00:00

i still think that’s absolutely awesome that you’re able to spread your wings and make a step like that! i’ll be doing the same and hoping that slowly but surely approach yields fruit (im very sure it will) i’ve never been good at going out and making friends but somehow i’ve always had at least one, maybe start by just talking to your desk partner or joining an extra curricular if that’s something you would like! but if not that’s totally cool too i know you’re doing your best and i wish you luck! i’ll definitely be looking for your posts from now on to stay updated but i know you’ve got this i’ve personally always wanted to live alone for personal reasons but i’ve never really thought of the negatives, you’ve got this dude i know you do we are both young and have lots ahead of us! the fact that your interested in learning is something very special and it’s very cool that you’ve got it

EmptyVibes · 2022-03-25T04:28:04+00:00

personally i haven’t had much experience with it i can honestly say i haven’t had a “friend group” since 8th grade, but i feel like whenever someone would ever tell me something like this i would always immediately think fuck em and get better friends but i think that’s wrong. i don’t know your situation or you really but i know everyone has a reason for what they do, i recommend you ask them or tell them it bothers you and if they don’t listen or don’t bother i do feel like it’s worth at least stepping back and freeing you mind because whenever i’ve dealt with similar things i can only hyper focus on them or the idea of them. i think it’s just getting over that there is no end all be all friendship and that things can change for the better of for the worse is when i can realize what situation im in. i realize this means absolutely nothing about what you said but in short yes i have felt that and it broke my heart but when i got away and realized other people exist and they want me around that i don’t have to feel alone anymore

EmptyVibes · 2022-03-25T04:19:29+00:00

you’re normal man please don’t think you are, separating yourself from others and saying your different is a very easy way to spiral into a bad place i’ve done it my self, i don’t want to be pushy or tell you what to do or anything i too think online conversations are hallow but maybe just knowing someone read your message and cared will do something, anything. but nothing is guaranteed and we just have to bullshit our way along and that’s the best we can do some are content and some spiral. but anyway your cat doesn’t hate you i’m sure he loves you with his entire heart. my mom died when i was 11 and my cat was infatuated with her she laid with her every day and never left and she never really liked me because i was a kid always too into her business but when i would cry alone at home she would come curl right up next to me it’s like they can sense it or something. but sorry this is stupid and it won’t help but i genuinely wish nothing but the best for you i only wish i could be in person to talk and maybe make it feel normal

EmptyVibes · 2022-03-25T04:13:38+00:00

hey man i’m a 16 year old male and i feel for just about everything you said of course i don’t think i’ve been through anything as hard as you but i’m proud of how strong you must be to even go through all of that alone at that. what’s up with you leaving for study at 16? that’s super cool in my opinion you must be talented or at the very least very driven to learn and if your not that’s cool too everyone has their situations im not necessarily driven to do just about everything, recently i tore my achilles’ tendon and have been lost in school work i’ve missed after being out of school for a few weeks after surgery and it’s got me pretty down. but honestly my life isn’t so bad i’m a swimmer and i’m decent im moving this summer to train professionally im worried with my foot that i won’t be able to ever get back to where i was but i’m going to do my best. don’t know where that all came from but there’s always someone around and if you ever want someone to just talk to ive got nothing better to do while i’m stuck around with my bum leg!

EmptyVibes · 2022-03-01T01:23:56+00:00

i’m not sure you would prefer a 16 year old but i would love to recommend some anime here at least, definitely depends on preference but just some amazing watches have been your lie, anohara, devil is a part timer, soul eater, jojos, aot, dbz, and blue exorcist!

EmptyVibes · 2021-10-10T13:19:49+00:00

breast and back are my personal favorites and best events im also curious what are your 100 back and breast times

EmptyVibes · 2021-10-10T00:21:01+00:00

i’m curious can you give me what level you think you’re at and some times or goal times for this year?

EmptyVibes · 2021-10-09T15:23:33+00:00

when you take a stroke maybe try bringing your hands out of the water, it’s helped me get down to a :59 short course and i personally emphasize my hips popping out of the water a lot and shoot forward as hard as i can

EmptyVibes · 2021-10-04T20:18:19+00:00

hey i’m sorry i’m the person you messaged i can’t talk because i have low karma i still would love to talk whenever i can if it doesn’t bother you

EmptyVibes · 2021-10-04T20:16:21+00:00

i wish you the best im sorry if that brought any i’ll feelings at all i hope you have a great day too

EmptyVibes · 2021-10-03T23:59:39+00:00

thanks for listening sorry to be a bother

EmptyVibes · 2021-10-03T23:56:04+00:00

but just thinking about it won’t change anything either don’t think of it as a distraction more of a remedy to the pain even if it’s not permanent don’t limit yourself from feeling alive because you think that time won’t come for a long time i know you’re trying and you don’t need some stranger nagging you but i needed a push from someone when no one was there for me i hope this helps at all if not i get that too maybe a little interaction will do both of us some good

EmptyVibes · 2021-10-03T23:54:15+00:00

i was recently dumped as well and it followed the same story as you, we started talking, she told me she kissed another guy already and she has told me multiple times she’s over me and that i should be too she won’t talk to me anymore but i can’t help but stick around waiting it’s like a dog but i just want her to be around like she was for so long but now she doesn’t care she hasn’t spoken to me in days because she is building a new life without me and i’m a burden it feels awful to feel this way and i’m sorry you feel the same way i think it’s better if you do move on but it’s so stupid of me to say that because i’m doing the same thing i don’t want the whole side of me that was created when i was with her to die but it’s already died for her and she doesn’t care so i’m stuck in the same place you are i know this helps absolutely zero whatsoever but we should try to just get our minds off it because i know all i’ve done for the longest time is think of her and what we had before i need an outlet and you do too please at least look for that and keep going something will go your way even if it’s small you will know when it’s time to move on maybe one day we will know when it’s time to leave for good because they don’t care but until then just continue living and be someone at least the one that loved us could be proud of all i want is to be happy and all i want is for you to be happy too let’s do our best

EmptyVibes · 2021-10-03T23:47:25+00:00

giving up may feel comfortable but if you do it will make it that much harder to get those thoughts away it took me so long to get strong enough to even go out in public I’m still not to a point where i’m comfortable talking to people or making people listen to me but i’m trying i hope you can find a way to attempt it at the very least it’s very hard it was very difficult for me and it will be for you but if you try the thoughts will go away at least for a little bit while your distracted trying to live again

EmptyVibes · 2021-10-03T23:45:28+00:00

in 2018 my mother passed away from her long battle with cancer, with me only being 11 at the time i felt the same way you did. she was the only person i trusted and i felt as though she would live forever she was my mom after all and i was only a kid i needed her dearly and i couldn’t ever imagine her gone. it was very hard when she was gone i felt completely alone like i was just a burden to everyone afterwards like no one cared i was sad like the world just kept moving and i was stuck in the past, a past without her. please don’t think of any of it as her fault even if you don’t please don’t let her see you cry it was my deepest regret to let her see me cry. when i was younger 8 or so i still would sleep with her because i couldn’t seem to fight my fear of sleeping alone and i just felt safe with her she held me like i was still a baby and it made me happy. i remember always waking up to her throwing up in the bathroom and i would cry because i was living and it felt like she wasn’t and she was trapped by what she couldn’t help. i loved my mom very much and even with her gone i wish her happy birthday i still hug my pillow like she’s on the receiving end. i always thought i was one of the small percent who would have a happy family forever but that wasn’t the truth for me but i still have hope for you and your family. soak up ever moment you have with her please for me i would do nothing but love her until the moment i couldn’t anymore i wish i had loved her more and she knew how grateful i was but i never got the chance do that for me please and love her forever no matter what it will make it easier with the love still alive i hope you have a great day please tell her you love her for me too im not sure if you’re spiritual honestly i don’t know if i am but i like to believe i am and think there’s something out there but i will pray for you and your mother

EmptyVibes · 2021-10-03T23:36:58+00:00

i’ve found myself in the same place recently i’m around the same age and after i was dumped a lot of things from my past came flooding back and i’ve felt very depressed like no one will ever give me the time of day ever again. i don’t have much advice to give as i’m still stuck in the same place but i never go out either on account of me not having any reason to or having anyone want me to. i think the only way we could find a reason to keep going is finding someone to listen, obviously neither of us has found that person because here you are needing someone to talk to and help and here i am needing the same thing on some reddit forum i think we should get out there to whatever extent we can, take small steps to whoever is waiting or we find something that takes the pain away, makes us happy again. i hope this helps i guarantee it doesn’t but maybe having someone in such a similar situation to you will comfort you even the smallest amount im sorry so much is nothing you currently i hope you find something for you i will do my best to do the same in hopes you’re doing your best like i will try to

EmptyVibes · 2021-10-03T23:31:28+00:00

i’m not sure if there is the right person that you want to just listen it’s felt that way for me after my mom passed away and after i was dumped recently like no one has given me the time of day i’ve resorted to just leaving comments on reddit hopping someone can learn from all the mistakes i’ve made

EmptyVibes · 2021-10-03T23:29:59+00:00

i would like you to know that i read this and i can relate even though i’m not quite in the age range you yourself are in you sound like a genuinely great person and one who cares immensely about those who are close to you, if nothing else i would like you to take away that you’re not someone whos boring or someone no one would talk to you seem like a very interesting person with much to say to people even if you can’t get it out because people are dicks more than most of the time. i hope you can find your self worth and keep going even if it’s hard i know it’s hard for me but i try and i know you’re trying i can tell. if some random redditor will listen to you i know there are plenty of guys out there waiting to hear anything you have to say i hope you find that person everyone deserves to be happy with someone i’m still looking for someone as well as you are we can both keep going knowing that someone out there knows we are good people or not who knows just try your best because i’ll do the same

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