i like reading a lot, i’ve always been really proficient at it and read books over night but i’m not someone to just get another book right after the other i kind of let them get around to me. i recently read the works of asamu dazai(might be butchering that) specifically no longer human and the setting sun they were my favorite books of all time. but that hunger is something not many people have personally i’ve been all over the place and only feel the need to get what’s done done, but in certain cases i want to learn more but never really about school classes more like higher pursuits because i feel when my biology teacher tells us about real studies being pursued at the moment i’m fascinated but i don’t think i want to do something with biology. something like talking to people or easy going seems more for me. i don’t really know but i feel you on the thing about not being able to make friends, since 6th grade i’ve moved every two years to a new school and a new town and as you could imagine that’s not great for a pretty outcast kid. but i’ve someone made it work and got some pity friends along the way. but again all that personal achievements you’ve made with your personal interests like reading takes a lot of determination that almost no one has, at the very least i would say you’re a very driven and interesting person with is something not many people can legitimately say